would willingness make things work out?
sometimes i wonder.
sometimes you really sweet.
but at the same time you can be really cold.
the coldness i feel gets to me sometimes.
most of the time i just brush it off.
i make nothing out of it for i see it as you being you.
emotionless most of the time i can say.
its been so cold i cant brush it off easily now.
do i really love you?
i ask myself many a times.
i dont want to be emotional but i cant be emotionless either.
the ironies.
the contradictions.
i dont know what to make out of this.
i just need a outlet to let out some frustration sometimes.
oh well.
it feels like i'm ranting pointlessly.