//out with jackie..

hmmm..nth much to blog abt..haven been gg for swimming..too tired..excuses..haha..actually i'm juz plain lazy..hehe..haven been getting to slp early..dunno y..i'm feeling tired..but cant slp..lalala..chalet's next wk..so fast..cant wait..haven seen lynn for 2 wks le..wondering how is she..i've juz met mei han last wk..n i went out with jack today..lalalala..

went down town..walked walked ard..chit chat a bit..had lil talks abt ppl in our lifes..went down to bugis..saw ying ying, huishan & shirlyn..ha..guess they tot he's my bf..haha..madness..but no he is not..he's juz my buddy..heh..tml he tot of getting things for the chalet in the afternoon..was asking me if i free tml anot..shall see la..

weather's been so so hot n humid..i juz bathed..n i feel so sticky le..yucks..hate tt feeling..feel like gg to bath again..but come to think of it..i'm juz wasting water..when like u suppose to cut down on the usage of water..haha..but wat to do..blame it on the weather..it's too humid..lalalalala...

*Life's nv the way u wan it..it's always the way u dun wan it to be instead..iMu!!*

//never be replaced

Never Be Replaced – 1st ladi

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

//not gg to work

hmmm..went for tt training thingy today..both me n mei han agreed..we shall not go for this work tml..like watever can anot..no wonder it was so easy to get the job..shit them i tell u..wat they wanted us to do is to sell this previlage card thingy..n it is commission based..no basic or watsoever..u work 1 whole day..nv sell anything..no pay at all..watever..

both of us decided not to go tml..juz going to find excuse..den juz tell the guy our parents dun allow us to do..heh..dun care..i mean like this is a scam..like not tell the interviewee wat they will b getting str8 away..y wait till another day..shit man..

so now..i'm jobless again..haha..shall look thru the papers again..lalalala..

//job

hmmm..weather has been very very warm recently..n its the time of the mth..damn..causing loads of mood swings..watever la..it has been so humid..i juz bathed..n i feel so sticky already..sickening..bad bad cramps r getting on my nerves..haix..sickening..

went interview with my dearest mei han today..somewhere ard cantonment rd..n we got the job..heh..as some promoter/customer service thingy..tml got some training session..got to go down again..haha..shall update when i know wat i really m doing..haha..

hmmm..wanted to go swimming this morning..but due to the stupid bad cramps..decided not to go..haha..gd choice thou..lalalalala..

*iMu!!*

//out with mh

hmmm..finally went swimming yest..after a long period of procratinating..i finally did it..hehe..proud of myself..lalala..madness..

hmmm..met up with meihan today..went tiong bahru to get the face towel to do cross-stitch..heh..too free at home le..den went up to lifestyle office..haha..ended up there watching movie..torque..how nice..but..shhhhhh...dun say..illegal de..heh..they supposed to b working..not slacking..haha..

after tt..went down to bugis..meihan was looking for job there..thinking how high is the chances of getting the job..but seemed like a lot of ppl went there for the interview..hmmm..walked ard a bit..mostly were looking for full timer..no1 wans part timer..how sad..lalalalala..

bought a pair of shoes..my dad say i looked like china ladee..wat the hell..haix..but nvm..i like the shoes..nice..black..n hand painted..heh..i'm still thinking of the layered skirt i saw at far east..i love tt skirt..haix..muz think b4 i get..else..will b broke at the end of the mth again..

//procrastinator

hmmm..i'm such a procratinator..wan to go swimming..weather had been okie..but too lazy..keep saying tml after tml..so many tml ar..heh..i'm a lazy pig man..haha..

been lazing ard so much..muz go find job to do le la..else i will bored to death at home..haha..i need to buy somethings..but..got to wait till i get my allowence..heh..still waiting..lalalala..

hmmm..wish tml's weather will b alright..this time round..for sure i'm gg to go swimming..heh..i wanna learn roller blading..any1??haha..not sudden urge..been long time..juz cant find any1 to teach me..haha..

sentosa somebody??clubbing mei han??like so many things to do eh..but no1 accompany me..how sad can anot..

//rainy rainy days

been raining recently..boring..sianx..cant go swimming..blaming it on the bad weather..haha..like watever..

it had been raining for 1/2 a day le..haix..stayed home..i'm such a gd ger today..heh..like how long i haven stayed at home the whole day..lalala..

been doing nth..cept staring at the tv screen..ha..unproductive..lazy day..watever..exams r over..shall relax a bit..haix..haven found any jobs thou..any lobang any1??heh..

i hate the weather..cant go swimming..cant go sentosa either..how sickening..

//long awaited moment

YEAH!!!!!!!FINALLY!!!!!exams r over...heh..here comes hols..lalalalala..heex..paper was okie today..i'm amazed..i still tot i cant do..i dun ask for much..juz a pass...haha..

shander's a happy girl..hmmm..went cut my hair with ying ying yest..now my fringe is short..the hair is thinned down by a lot..now it's so light..n i look like a little girl..will tk photo n upload soon..heh..

went town with my dearest mei han today...got our eyebrows trimmed..waited damn long today..shopped ard..saw a lot of things i wan..a pink layered mini skirt..damn swt..a white ballet flats..fit damn well can anot..haha..still thinkin whether to get anot..shall think twice..if i get..i will b broke for the mth..haix..

nth much..i need my swim..i need my tan..wat else..my class chalet is on 3,4,5 may..

*missed missed missed by me*

//last paper

FINALLY!!!last paper on fri..heh..den is hols..i like..haha..shall go look for part time job..haix..feel so broke can anot..i need the cash..heh..

feeling so slacky today..haven done any studying..lalalala..cant get anything in anyways..sianx..haix..shall start tml ar..else dunno how i'm gg to rem everything ar..yest paper was okie..shld b able to pass..lalala..

*i miss u badly!!*

//last 2 papers

finally..last wk of exams next wk..last 2 papers..haix..yest accounting paper was a sure flung paper..gawd..i dunno how to do..watever can anot..mon nite paper..BMT..haix..also a lot to study..shall start studying soon enough..else cant finish..sad case..

feeling so tired..feel like slping..i feel so like a pig..went to the doc yest..coz runny nose cant stop..so the doc gave me 2 type of runny nose med..1 drowsy..the other non..heh..i'm feeling hungry..lunch any1??lalalalala..

still slacking away now..not starting to study yet..like watever..

//Love

i dunno where i got this..but i think it is meaningful n swt..so i shall post it..heh..

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

//insomia

wat the f***..i type a whole load of things n *poof* it juz disappear when i posted it..coz apparently blogger is having a prob..AGRH!!!!now i shall recall wat i typed..n do it again..like wat the hell..so much can anot..haix..here i go..

bad case of insomia(is this how u spell it??)haix..watever la..doesn't matter at all..ya..haven been able to slp well for the past few wks..have been gg to bed at 3plus-4am..nv earlier den tt..like almost every day..how sad case can anot..i look like a panda now..coz of the slp i lost..wat so ever la..

did up my notes for materials which is on wed..so much..i decided to drop the topics on timber n GRP..so much..dun feel like studying them..only thing..if they hold a lot of marks..den tts it..but doesn't matter..i'll try to memorise other topics..heh..tried to do a lil bit on accts..but nothing came out of tt..hehe..shall ask some1 to teach me..lalalala..

if i still dun get some slp early soon..i will look like some great big panda in china..god..how ugly can anot..n how sad..i put on weight..haix..AGRH!!!shall start dieting..haven gone for my swim for 2 wks le..been finding excuse..saying i tired..no time..n weather is bad..hahahaha..shall see tml's weather..den if gd..i shall go for a swim..heh..

*iMu badly..iLu..*

//3 test papers gone

3 test papers down le..finally..but..4 more exam papers coming up next..sianx..haix..today can relax a bit..coz the next exam paper is next wed..shall start studyiing tml..lalala..

todays's paper was horrendious..dunno how to do at all..try my best to do thou..dunno how i'm gg to fare..but watsoever can anot..haix..sad case leh..overall only can do 1 qn..like shit lor..out of 4 qn..i HATE structures..haix..

things happens for some reason..but wat reasons..nobody knows..damn..headache again..it's killing..damn bad..shall go offline now..ciaoz..

*i miss u*