date: Monday, July 06, 2009 @ 00:14
title:
would willingness make things work out?
sometimes i wonder.
sometimes you really sweet.
but at the same time you can be really cold.
the coldness i feel gets to me sometimes.
most of the time i just brush it off.
i make nothing out of it for i see it as you being you.
emotionless most of the time i can say.
its been so cold i cant brush it off easily now.
do i really love you?
i ask myself many a times.
i dont want to be emotional but i cant be emotionless either.
the ironies.
the contradictions.
i dont know what to make out of this.
i just need a outlet to let out some frustration sometimes.
oh well.
it feels like i'm ranting pointlessly.
date: Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 21:43
title: //back to sch
end of the holidays..
sch only starts tmr..
but i already cant wait for the next holiday..
yawn.. i haven exactly had enough fun/rest..
hahaha..
watever..
wat did i do during the hols..
hmmmm..
street fest for the 1st mth after sch ended..
den 2 wks break b4 sch starts..
2 attempts at cheesecake baking..
1 failed.. the other was gd!!
heex..
more attempts to come~~
:D
baby's got me hooked on to prawning..
weeeeee~~~
went quite a handful of times..
but the last 2 times..
no catches..how sad~~
oh well..
so unlucky..
the gf said i was her unlucky prawning star..
wth!!
=p
Labels: holiday, prawning, sch
date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 14:55
title: //confuse
hel says i'm a confused lil girl.. m i?
maybe so..
oh well..
i'm really unsure sometimes..
i'm scared of changes that might follow..
i'm scared of the feelings tt i'm feeling..
2 different ppl..
leading 2 different life..
moving at different pace..
where would it bring us?
how would the outcome be like?
1 last try..
to work things out..
would we catch up, or would we juz be draining each other?
date: @ 14:32
title: //
met up with mag on tues afternoon..
thanx for the lunch~~
caught up a lil..
but wasnt feeling very gd..
caught a cold on mon nite..
the girlfriend was so swt last nite..
panadol cold relief n vicks drops sent to the door..
loved~
(=
date: Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 22:32
title: //ssf
SSF '09 has finally ended..
phew..
after 4 wkends..
finally could tk a rest..
class schedule is out..
sch starts in abt 2 wks time..
but it sux..
classes r frm 3.30 to 6.30..
really horrible timings..
a whole day wasted..
oh watever..
i lost my pretty pretty phone on sun..
argh..
i'm pissed off n upset at the same time..
its the bday gift frm baby..
i cant do anything abt it now..
since it is already lost..
but still..
i'm cursing n swearing at the person who picked it up..
oh well..
i feel so bad..
its barely 1mth old~~
T_T
Labels: sch, ssf
date: Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 18:11
title: //new hair colour
new hair cut n colour frm last thurs..
love the colour..
heex..
(=
Labels: hair
date: @ 13:48
title: //bday
thanx for all the bday wishes..
(=
bbq at ecp..
tiny gathering..
but i enjoyed it..
no photos thou..
i forgotten abt my camera in the bag....
:X
thanx for organising n preparing everything baby..
thanx for the surprise..
loving it..
love ya!
Labels: bbq, birthday, gathering, love
date: Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 01:35
title: //holidays
finally done with the last assignment of the semester..
submit tmr..
phew..
its finally over..
i'm officially in holiday mode!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
i shall start baking again..
heex..
Labels: assignments, holiday
date: Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 21:15
title: //sch
first sem in sch's almost done..
2 more lessons this wk..
1 report due on 16may..
1 written test on 14may..
n its the holiday!!
weeeeeeeeee..
:D
wat shld i do this holiday??
i dunno juz yet..
catch up with old frds..
go for short trips..
watever..
Labels: holiday, sch
date: Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 19:42
title: //love
no fights, no arguments.
no hard feelings, no nothings.
we didn't felt like we were in a relationship.
it broke my heart the moment u said to go our separate ways.
i didn't cry though.
how could i hold on to something that wasn't there in the first place?
talks were always a good thing.
but tears couldn't hold back anymore.
it just started rolling down.
when u said to stay with u.
it melted me again.
i don't deny falling in love with u.
but i didn't want it to be as a result of obligations either.
i m glad u told me how u felt.
i m glad u didn't give up.
i m glad we're still here.
Labels: love
