Insomnia

My head's killing me, yet another night of insomnia.

I need to sleep. When will it come naturally? It seems that sleep hasn't been the easiest to come recently.

I feel tired at the oddest time during the day, and I cant sleep at night. Its really really getting on my nerves now.

Memories

All the precious memories on a photo wall.

Memories that are dear to the heart.

Memories that brings a smile to the face just looking at the pictures.

I just wanna be happy again.

It's been a long time.

How did time fly by me just like that? The last time I wrote something was almost 2.5 years ago. So much things have happened during this time that have past. There are good and happy memories and also bad and sad ones. I can't sleep, so I shall just pen down some thoughts.

I have graduated, done different things and now I'm at a crossroad yet again. I feel like a lost soul now. What do I really want in life? I'm like just taking whatever that comes my way. I've lost the drive to push myself. I can't seem to be able to get it back. I can't seem to be able to go back to that happy-go-lucky person I used to be in the past. How depressing can it get? I just wanna be able to really laugh and be happy and not just be angry and upset at everything around me.

Scrapbooking still gives me joy, I try to do it whenever time permits. Looking at my craft works make me happy in a way. One of my latest card for the GF.

Baby Leah is a bundle of joy whenever she's at home. She's really the sunshine of the family now. I'm really glad to have a little niece like her.

And to end of this post on a lighter note, a picture of Baby Leah and me doing crazy stuff.

Writer's block.

Its been a long time since i last blogged. I cant even remember when i last did.
Anyhow, i'm having a serious case of writer's block when i have 2 reports due next wk.
I dont know if i can finish on time even. I'm so tired to think now.
So much for my resolution of not doing last minute work. Oh well. Even this entry is crap.
And a picture to end of the post.



-via iphone

//tired

I'm so tired i wish everything would fall into place on its own without any effort by me.

On a lighter note, my new found hobby is theraputic!
I juz done another layout, but its only half complete.
Yet again it lacks journalling.



An aged looking layout.
Silly things we do.

-thru my iphone

//scrapbooking fun

Went over to vanessa's hse for almost the whole day.
Did scrapbooking.
Finished up my layout with some embellishments.
Did 1 new layout n sort of a card.
Or actually both the new layouts r bday cards.
1 for mum n the other for khaleed.
I only took photo of mum's coz i love it!
Khaleed's 1 will come ltr!



Pardon the upside down photo, idk wat happened to it.
I'm totally loving this!



Mum's bday layout!
I'm totally diggin' it.
Vanessa n her mum agrees w this too!

-thru my iphone

//scrapbooking

2nd scrapbook lesson today.
I had fun.
Got all my photos printed n i'm loving my layouts.
Forgot my photos last wk did audree's wedding photos.
This wk, something whimsical.
Cant wait for next wk's class!



Audree's completed layout



My whimsical vintage unfinished layout.

-thru iphone

//in class

The flu bug is getting to me bad, i cant breath at all coz my nose is totally black.
The air in the class is so still, i feel worst than i already am.
It's only 1700, i still have 1.5hr left to get to 1830.
My lect has totally lost me.
I dont knw how i'm gonna last time he finishes. Damn!


-Via iphone

//assignment due

Assignment due = approx. 26 hrs.
Amount done = less than 50%.
Energy to work = 50%.
Motivation to work = 0%!

How now brown cow? :(

-Via iphone

//Sch assignments

Time to start getting back on track to start working on assignments.
I'm still not feeling the rush just yet.
Oh well, i guess its time to start pushing myself before all the due dates come.

Bestie had been off in USA for over a mth now.
Its her bday today!
Happy birthday darling!
I hope u have a gd 1 there and have loads of fun!
Kisses!! Love u!




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