//no mood..

i cant seem to be able to study..it seems tt i got no mood at all..haix..sianx..damn it man..the test is like in less den 3 hrs times..haix..i dunno wat to do..i cant seem to get anything into my head..i have juz been looking thru the notes..sickening..the weather is so hot again..i hate it..

i'm so tired..i still feel like slping..i feel like a pig man..slp so much..okie..i'm going of to HK on fri..n i havent pack the luggauge..but..its only 3D2N..so its okie..i'm going there to meet mummy..she's there already..

//dead beat

okie..1 paper down..3 more to go..okie..i went into the class with my mind in a blank..damn man..n i dunno wat to do..haha..luckily..i can do ar..my memory not tt bad..can still rem some..wahaha..wish me luck tt i dun fail..

i feel so pig today..went ktv with adel yest..came home ard 3..was damn tired..went to bed after i bath..slept until after 1pm juz now..so i juz woke up not long..haha..haven slept for so long..so nice..i sleep all the way..

//new template

okie..i got myself a new template..like watever..it's black again..haha..nvm..i like..haha..thanx jer..i love this template too..okie..today wasn't a gd day..pmsing..

finally done with all the projects..like after so long..tests coming up next..haix..shall start studying..

//stressed

i'm stressed up..for wat reason??i dunno..wahahaha..i finally got my admin card done..like how long..damn man..it's ugly..the old 1 looks nicer..hahaha..anyways..i'm in skool now..damn bored..i dunno wat to do..i got no appetite to eat either..i'm feelin so full now..

i think i look so nerdy with my new specs..like my gosh..but got ppl say i look nice in the pic..i took it in class..i think i'm so narssistic..ha..nvm..

//photo

the pic we took on sun..n it's very nice..i like..hahaha..let me name every1..clockwise frm the left..Yizhen..Maddie..Diane..Adel..me..Serene..Qiu Xuan..Michelle..Huishan..Beatrice..Gina..Sammi..Diana..n the bday ger..Carmen..

//in skool

i'm in skool already..juz finished doing my project..like watever..hahaha..i could wake up this morning..i was having tummy upset..like again..so sickening..wat's wrong with my tummy..hahaha..dunno wat to do my own tummy..always not feeling well..

i'm so tired..i think i seriously look like a panda bear..hahaha..so irritating..nvm..the long wkend was not enough for me to slp..coz i could get to slp at all..okie..nvm..forget it..

damn..i feel like vomiting..wat's wrong with me??shit manx..haix..anyways..i miss *her..watever lah..hahaha..

//bbq

went to carmen's bday bbq yest..was fun..met up with some old skool mates..i'm bored today..stayed at home..nothing to do..nothing on tv as well..how sianx..

haix..realised got a lot of project to do..so saddening..like so rush manx..how??i feel so slacky..like nv do anything like tt..i feel so useless lah..like some freeloader in the grp..like watever..haha..i shall go do it after i finish bloggin..

NDP is on now..like how boring..watever..no1's at home..like nothing to do as well..okie..i shall not complain anymore..

oh ya..i dozed off while i was on the phone with my frd last night..gosh..i feel so bad..haha..anyways..its okie lah..i dun think it's the 1st time i dozed off on her..she's used to it..cozwe always talk so late in the night..

//reflection

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else?
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think?
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me?
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

//love

LOVE:-

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful, is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel! Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that Gift.

Love is when u take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when u meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long to the closed door that we don't see the one that has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit with on the porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. It's true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

There are things you had love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say goodbye if you still wan to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

//new lappy

finally..i got my lappy..okie..like finally..hahaha..i blogging on my lappy..heex..but there's something wrong with the sound system lah..dunno wat's the prob..damn sickening..watever lah..i cant hear music..haha..

okie..so many projects r coming up..like shit manx..so many things to do..haix..sad..damn tired lah..haix..watever lah..

*imissu*ilu*

//tired..

skool's getting busy..all the projects coming up..like watever..i'm suffering frm insomia..like haix..i'm feeling so tired..everyday not enough slp..i look like a panda now..

juz heard frm my dad tt my lappy may come tonight..it better come soon..hahaha..i'm like quite irritated using the comp..coz it's slow..n loads of pop-ups..so irritating..haix..i juz wish it will come lah..hahahaha..den i dun need to fight for comp liao..

//KTV

went ktv with my classmates after skool on fri..namely jerlyn, lynn, noelle, sky & jinda..had fun with them..i really enjoyed myself..they were surprised i actually could sing chi songs..okie..i dun sing well thou..haha..n i forgotten to bring the digi cam to skool..so..no photos..

have been having too much photos recently..serene said i was mad..tk so many photos..i'm too bored in class lah..i'm freaking tired..sickening..having cramps..like my gosh..i hate it when it's this time of the mth..it irritates me a lot..hahaha..like watever..i feel so procrastinate..

i miss *her!!!