//work

been feeling lethargic recently..
don't knw y..
but watever..
working with serene at L'Occitane..
doing up the mailers..
tmr is the last day..
we couldnt finish them up on fri..

backtrack a little..
steamboat at home with the family, audree, james n grandma came over too..
porridge steamboat..
nt too bad..
hahaha..

late nite shopping at mustafa after tt..
last min x'mas shopping with a frd..
joy ride around town den to ECP..
ending up at airport for swenson's..
juz a quiet nite out..
the company was loved thou..

prawn noodles for x'mas day..
aunt, uncle, cousins, mum's frds, serene n johnny came over..
:D
the prawn noodles the best!!
i think every1 loved it..
hahaha..

late nite blading on fri nite..
it was needed after all the cholesterol n calorie chalking food..
(=

supposed to go to dbl o to meet my sis n the rest on sat..
but i got to lazy..
i lazed ard at home..
after visiting grandma..
:D

//red hair

new hair colour..
nt used to the red..
aye..
i need time to get used..
hahaha..
overall outcome..
nt too bad..
:D
i shld get over the phobia of letting some1 else touch my hair..
mum hasnt seen it..
i wonder wat she will say..
ha..scary..
i realised..i look sick in the photo..
restless mayb..
(=



silly stuff..
drawing with bbq sauce in mac..
amazing how we could draw with the fries..
:D
i got too lazy..
so it became a stick man!
haha..

//gathering

the only grp photo.


seok xian, lynn, janice enjoying their dessert.


me n my dearest!



dinner gathering with the girls..
seok xian, lynn, janice n my dearest..
dinner at waraku..
we were hungry so we din even snap photos of wat we ate..
lol..
so nice to catch up with them..
:D
there's another gathering on the 3jan thou..
hahaha..

oh yea..
sent my frames in to get the lenses done..
collected it on sunday already..
love the white 1..
the maroon 1..
so studious..
so unlike me..
hahaha..
n the new black 1 i did b4 i bought the other 2 frames..
nice!
i like!
:D

the maid's cooking chicken rice for dinner..
dad's having some visitors over..
chicken rice is 1 of the things i dun really fancy eating..
i was juz complaining to some1 last nite over the phone..
n today i'm gg to have it for dinner..
damn..

//dumb

so dumb..
i knocked my forehead into the corner of the speaker while bending over to unplug my lappy in the living room..
it hit the cover of the speaker..
i tot it was ok..
dad say to on the lights to check..
n den it was bleeding..
luckily nt a big deep cut..
but it still bled..
damn..
i look hilarious with a plaster on my forehead last nite..



ugly shit!
:D

//photos

i was feeling bored 1 day..
i camwhored..
:D
the main focus of the photo..
my stupid bruise frm the fall while blading 2wks ago..
hahhaa..
(=


the nail art before i stick on the diamante..
heex..


this is after i paste on the diamante..
i did it at home..
if i were to do it there..
it would b like 10bucks more!


3D nail art on the toe..
i hope it can last long..
:D

//

MoF for lunch n dinner on wed..
at different outlet..
lol..
both is as last min as it can get..
gosh..
the 1 at marina square is much better den bugis..

lunch was ok..
the food was nt too gd..
the company.. (=
happy belated birthday sweets!
i hope u enjoyed your day!

dinner was fun..
dessert was gd..
gaming between food n dessert..
nt the best of choice..
to be playing during dinner..
but DS gaming session spells fun..
waiters n waitresses found it amusing i guess..
to see 2 grown person playing games at the dinner table..
they were smiling whenever they pass our table..
:D
we dun look our age..
neither did we look local..

drove sis to the dentist yest..
i hate to b driving in the rain..
n the rain was super heavy..
gosh..
flooded at alexandra road..
damn..
vivo with the bestie b4 picking sis up again..

threading at midpoint orchard..
dinner at nanbeitei with weixian n bestie..
home after tt..
heex..
love tt silly girl of mine..
makes the silliest comments tt 1 could make..
(=

mani & pedi session with serene..
we spend a bomb on it..
damn..
hahaha..
but the outcome of the nail art is nice..
heex..
:D

lesson learnt..
ask the price b4 u go in..
else you'd b a carrot..
:D

//tiramisu

made tiramisu today..
OD-ed on the coffee n baileys..
soaked the biscuits too long..
have to modify the recipe..
hahaha..
but still the custard part was nice!
:D


we had 11 cups of these..
heex..

drove to hougang to pick serene up..
bought the ingredients..
came home..
went for lunch..
den came back to make the tiramisu..
hahaha..

saw my fave man.. jack jack!
after so damn long..
heex..
nt in the best place..
but still..
we need to catch up more!!

waffle at golden mile with the bestie n her bf on sun..
shiok!
hahahaha..
another meetin with her on thurs..
heex..
love love love her!
(=

//Littlest Things

"Littlest Things - Lily Allen"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

//midnite blading

rainbow yet again the day after i saw the first 1..
heex..
nt so defined this time round..
but still..
its a rainbow..
amazing isnt it??
but i haven uploaded the photos frm my cam..
hahaha..

dad called to say mum lost her luggage still..
lol..
i wonder how..
i din ask much..
shall ask the next time they call..
:D

midnite blading sessions..
heex..
2 nites in a row..
loved!
the company n blading..
haha..

permed my hair..
now i look..
ermx..
i dunnno wat to say..


there...
i look like this now..
hahahaha..

sore throat, fever, cough..
dammit..
i dun like!
i juz went to see doc..
hahaha..
i couldnt stop coughing..

//rainbow

well defined rainbow..
juz outside..
SWT!
(=

parents r off on their trip..
n they'll b gone for 17 days..
so sad..

drove home yest..
:D
i have the car for 2wks..
weeeeeeeee..


had a hair cut..
but i'm hating it..
hahaha..
watever lor..
:X

specs warehouse sales yest..
2 gucci frames, 1 gucci & 1 giorgio armani shades..
heex..
loving it..
:D

//sis birthday

sis celebrated her bday yest..
family gathering..
hahaha..
the only frd she invited was serene..
:D
lol..

anyhows..
mum was back frm macau yest..
Portuguese egg tarts!!
YUM!
i like!
hahahaha..

suntec city with the dearest today..
half leg waxing..
den lunch..
bought the flats i've been eyeing on frm charles & keith..
they finally had my size!!
heex..
den shopped a lil..

dinner with amy hong..
how long have i nt seen tt auntie..
hahaha..
:D

photos ltr..
too lazy now..
:D

//skin

i finally changed my blogskin..
after so long..
hahaha..
i've nth better to do at home..
:D

//原来你什么都不想要

我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停的要要到你想逃

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

//love

i always wonder how ppl feel about love..
how could they easily say they love a person??
how could they say otherwise juz a brief moment ltr??
1 could argue u dun need love to maintain a rs..
but i think otherwise..

some1 asked me..
do u need to have love to be in a rs with another person??
my ans was yes.. u have to..
love is still needed to maintain a rs..
be it watever type of love it is..
u need it!

between lovers..
it may nt b the passionate feeling u felt for each other frm the start..
n it becomes a habit after time..
but there is still love in another form..

frds & family members who fight n argue..
they will be fine after awhile..
love between them cannot b explained..

parents who were on the verge of a divorce but din do it..
love for their children stopped them frm it..
even when there's no love between them anymore..

there're so many different types of love..
which category do u fall into?

//lunch

baked brownie on mon..
i like..
its damn gd!
hahaha..
:D

met up mag for lunch yest..
catch up n bitch a bit..
i miss the ppl in sch la!!
haix..
the fun..
the nonsense..
hahaha..

mum's gg off to macau tmr morning..
den will b back only on sun afternoon..
sis' celebrating her bday on sun..

cramps..
I HATE!!
argh..
but at least i'm nt moody anymore..
hahaha..

tots of u would suddenly go thru my mind sometimes..
but many a times..
i would juz brush it aside..
i dun wanna fall too much..

on a lighter note..
bought a new shirt i eyed on at pull & bear the other day..
hahaha..
love love love it!!


i love my new shirt tt i juz bought!!!
:D

//ktv

finally met up lynn..
hahaha..
dun even rem when was the last time i saw her..
n meihan also..
:D
love love love!!

wanted to go to top1..
but no rms available..
so ended up at kbox marina square..
hahahaha..
took a lot of dumb photos..
:D

walked ard a bit after tt..
chinling came to met us..
had dinner..
den carrefour..
outing with them..
spells fun!!

sat..
day out with vanessa again..
haha..
went back to the shop to get a compensation for the shoes..
quite dumb..
its been a wk..
the lady wont go back..
but the boss was still quite unwilling to compensate us..
watever!!

den to vivo..
waited for daddy..
hahaha..
walked ard..
i saw a shirt i really really like!!!
i shld go get it!
damn..
hahaha..
baker's inn for cakes..
i like..
:D

i've been eating so much junk food..
n i haven been having proper meals..
opps..
this is bad!!!

edited//0148
i juz realised we were all in grey..
when i looked thru the photos..
:D

//time

its like 0330..
but i'm still awake..
i cant seem to fall aslp..
n i dunno wat's the reason..
dammit..
argh..
this is so irritating..
my biological clock is really screwed sometimes..

mum made handmade noodles juz now..
YUM*infinity..
cousins n aunty n uncle came over..
wahahhahaa..
ate a lot!!
goodness gracious me!!
hahaha..
in fact..
i think every1 ate a lot lor..
haha..
1 nv seem to get enough of the noodles my mum made..

i think i have been eating a lot this 2days anyways..
:X
i dun even dare to go on the scale to weigh myself..
LOL..
i so need to do some exercise soon!!
blading soon again!
hahaha..
:D

i shld slp soon..
else i'm bound to wake up late to meet vanessa ltr..

//miss

ihatetoadmithowmuchiactuallymissu.

//photos

i haven posted photos for a long time..
hahaha..
since i have nth to do..
i shall post some new pics..
:D





drinking in broad daylight..


at TCC..




my fav. berms now..

//massage

finally!
i went for massage..
at least my neck's nt so stiff anymore..
hahaa..
after so long..
the therapist was wondering how i could tahan the pain for so long..
:D

blah..
pimple outbreak..
damn.. i really hate it..
i'm feel emo at the same time..
wahaha..

i'm craving ruffles cheddar cheese n sour cream..
but the 7-11 doesnt have it!!
n i'm too lazy to walk to prime..
argh!!

its weird how i'd miss u sometimes n how u'd sometimes come into my tots..
there's no reason y this would happen..
it juz happens..
but it seems so surreal doesn't it?
how some1 tt barely knws u could miss u so much?

//edit
dentist says tt my progress is gd..
n it can b off in a few mths time..
weeeee..
hahaha..
i'm glad..
:D

went over to serene's place yest..
haha..
slacked n talked nonsense..
how long have we nt done tt??

//day out

a day out with my cousin..
we walked ard far east plaza..
nth caught my eye..
there's the long skirt tt i really liked..
but its really nt worth the price on the tag..

den went to bugis..
bought a sun dress..
i like..
hahaha..
pedicure session after tt..
the girl there packed vanessa shoes for another client..
she din even make sure it was the correct shoes b4 packing it up..
quite dumb..
joke of the day i tell u..

den CCK to visit grandma..
she's better now i guess..
pasir ris for dinner..
den send vanessa home..
drove back frm there..

//sing sing sing

sing sing sing concert..
backstage was chaos..
hahaa..
chaotic moments when u will feel tt u wan to b split up so u could do everything all at once..
my body's aching frm running everywhere..
hahaha..
anyhows..
the concert was nt too bad at the end of the day..

i woke up late today..
din make it there on time..
hahaha..
end up buying stuff b4 gg over..
after tt went to get more stuff..
:X

if u're happy with the moment..
den juz be in it..
n don't bother abt the rest..
but..
i guess there's this lil part which really wans to make things clear..
nt thinking of wat it might lead to..
which might complicate things a lil..

i'm starting to enjoy the attention i get..
but at the same time..
i knw it wouldnt last..
i really wish it would thou..
haix..
watever la..
i dun wanna think abt it..
i juz wanna go slp..

i wish i could turn back time juz a lil..
to avoid some things tt could be avoided..
to stop some things tt could be stopped..
n to juz live in the moment..
n nt bother abt the rest of it..

when there isn't a start..
how would it even have an end?

//

the weather's lovely today..
i wanna nap a bit b4 i go out..
but i cant seem to slp..
gotta b at DBS auditorium by 5..
its already 4..
i shall bath n get ready to go out soon..

damn..
my biological clock is screwed up yet again..
i'm getting insomnia again..
argh..
this is so irritating..
bah!!

exam period..
every1's busy mugging..
even vanessa has her bridging programme in sch..
how nice..

i wanna go on a short trip out of here..
who wanna go with me??

//midnite blading

another session of midnite blading..
i still need to brush up on my blading skills..
wahahaha..

i really love it when the wind is blowing into my face n hair..
n the weather's really lovely to do it..
the company's gd too..
haha..

thank you darling..
more sessions to come rite?
lol..
(=

*I'm scared i might get emotionally attached.*

//bestie

i love my besties!!
even though sometimes meihan does get on my nerves..
but she is still loved..
lynn too!!
hahahahaha..

blading with bestie, her bf n sis yest..
end up..
i'm the only 1 blading..
the rest of them rented bike..
rah..
but still blading is love..
hahaha..

totally missed the kathina ceremony at the centre today..
i couldnt wake up..
i feel so bad..
:X

i had nth better to do..
i read up my archive..
i nv realised time fly by so quick..
n looking back..
so many things happened since i started bloggin..
sometimes u wish to amend things tt u've done wrong in the past..
but tt is nt possible anymore..
so moving on is the only other choice isnt it?

//brown eyes

Brown Eyes - Destiny Child

Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
We had butterflies although we tried to hide
And we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
The way we talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
We apologized and then we compromised
And we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
It felt so good for you to say those words
Cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
The way we talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to fall in love
And I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
And baby now that you're a part of me
You showed me
Showed me the true meaning of love
And i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

//genting

i wriggled my way out of gg to genting already..
mon is a public holiday..
i dun wanna get stranded there alone!!!
hahaha..
n mum asked ard..
there's no return tix still..
:X

so now i have the wkend to myself again..
hahahaha..
how nice..
i wanna go blade!!

met up with the dearest yest..
eyebrow threading..
den some shopping..
haha..
end up buying a berms..
n some bitching sessions..
haven seen her for awhile..
:D
i love spending time with her..

mustafa centre last nite..
bought my weighing scale n measuring cup..
coz mum gave the 1 at home to my aunt to bake the bread..
so i shall bake tonite again..
ahahhaa..

*the mere tot of u juz makes me smile*

//blading

msg came in at 1plus..
telling me to get changed n get my blades ready..
i tot my frd was joking..
n she appeared 20min ltr downstairs..

end up blading in the middle of the nite..
n its really loved..
its addictive too!!
the wind in the face..
lets do midnite blading again darling!!!
thanx for driving down all the way juz to go blading..

too long nv blade..
fell n hit my head..
shit..
damn paiseh..
hahaha..
but lucky..
nth wrong..
:D

got my hair trim..
finally i got my bangs back..
hahaha..
i cant stand long fringe!!
:X

//vbc

vienna boy's concert on sun..
they're damn cute..
n they're really really gd..
managed to snap a pic with them..
when i dropped them off at the hotel tt nite..

after tt..
patron of the arts..
which was today..
hahaha..

yea..
i'm free till next wk..
some1..
pls date me out..
lol..

but i'm nt ard during the wkends..
ahahaha..
genting with the parents..
:D

i finally finished up brisingr..
there's still a book 4..
gosh..
how long more to tt book sia??
damn..

//play

met athena on wed..
dinner den shopped a lil at PS..
ended gg to mustafa centre..
shopped a lot there..
lol..

ended up i went to the airport to pick up my parents..
lol..
at the same time..
i have to wait for Vienna Boy Choir..
athena was flying off to beijing ltr tt nite too..

after dropping off the boys at the hotel..
call time was set at 0830 only when we finished checking them in..
but still..
went to meet a frd n her colleagues to go to play..
i'm amazed how i could last today with tt 2hrs or lesser slp..
my goodness..

movie with vanessa yu..
night at rodanthe..
i totally fell aslp when the movie started..
cannot tk it!!!
the movie was ok..
the starting was totally boring..
lol..

i seriously wanna go blading la!!!
can some kind soul pls bring me for blading session??
:D

//period

period..
blah..

contemplating to go off to the airport early..
since my parents will arrive at 1935..
i have to b there at 2100 thou..
haix..
damn..
i'm so lazy la..

//

i'm 3/4 way thru my book..
i've slowed down a lil..
but still i think i might finish the book by this wkend..
lol..

parents r in laos..
they'll come back only tmr nite..
dad's car's in the workshop..
i cant use the car..
so sad..

dad's nt gg to indonesia..
i tot i can get away frm gg to genting with mummy..
but end up..
mum bought another tix for me to go to genting with them..
but i've got to b on the coach alone on the way back..
oh dammit..
argh..
i shall start reading eragon..
when i'm there..

i'm so slpy now..
i think i shld slp soon..
but i cant get to slp..
watever la..
rectification works gg on everywhere..
knocking sounds keep me awake in the mornings..

oh crap..
there isnt gg to b water supply tmr frm 9-5..
geeez..
i better wake up early to bath..
lol..

i miss my besties!!!
actually..
i miss every1 of my frds la!!
blah..

//brisingr

brisingr came in the post 2 days ago..
along with eragon & eldest..
i'm currently hooked onto it..
3 days n i'm already 12 chapters into it..
nt tt the chapters r very long..
i think i can finish it up within 2wks or may even 1wk if i continue reading at this pace..

mum's asking me to go to genting with her on the 25oct..
n she bought the tix already..
how clever..
i wonder wat i'm gg to do there..
since i have zero interest in wanting to go to the casino with her at all..
i'm nt able to get any1 else to go with me either..
damn..
i'll have to find my own entertainment when she's busy herself..
hmmmm..

//scramboni

scramboni is addictive la..
all daddy's fault!!
hahaha..
playing it on his iphone to playing it online..
:D

i'm so sick of trying so hard to get everything rite..
i juz wanna give up sometimes..
watever la..
hahahaha..
i'm ranting n ranting n ranting..
i wonder y..

concert on wed..
rehersal on tues..
the roads to suntec r still closed..
i really hate to tk the train there..
but its the only way..
rah!
this is irritating..

*If you're not too long, I will wait for you all my life*

//always be my baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

//blank

suddenly i dun feel like blogging anymore..
in fact..
i dun even have the mood to do anything anymore..
argh..
i dunno wat happened..
lol..
i think i'm mad!!
watever..

i seriously hate to b in this situation..
job searching is nt easy.. damn..
mayb i'm too picky.. lol..

body's been weak..
mayb due to nt enough rest..
been falling sick easily..
fever, flu, watever nots..

i have so much things to say to u..
but when i see u..
i get tongue-tied it doesnt come out of me..
i really dun like tt feeling..
i need to get it out of me real soon before i go berserk..
its seriously a love-hate thing w u..

//quitted

i is quitted..
i doubt i will last long in the co. anyways..
damn..
nt the kinda ppl i wanna work with for long..
lol..

now i m jobless again..
argh!!
watever la!!

grandma's getting better..
gg to b put at AMK hosp. soon..
tt is quite far frm home..
but still can get there..

i miss all the girlies la..
LYNN TAN!!!!
PLS B FREE TO MEET UP SOON!!!

//magnanimity

tell me..
how magnanimous can a person get??
how far would magnanimities go??
it's a person's choice to do tt isn't it??

//license

weeeeeeee..
my license finally came in the mail yesterday!!
hahahhaa..
:D
i'm happy..
for tt moment only..

sometimes i wish i din knw some things..
but den again..
after knwing it..
i guess its up to me to make the decision..
its scary how much i've fallen again..

//redang

back frm redang on tues morning..
the beach is nice..
but still..
its already polluted..
too many ppl there already..
nt like last time..
lol..
company there was loved..
got tanned..
but nt tt tanned..
at least nt as bad as my dear meihan..
heex..

uploaded the photos to facebook..
Redang(1)
Redang(2)

only uploaded bout 10% of it all..
hahaha..
too many photos of the scenery there..
(=
already missing the beach there..
boohoo..

anyhows..
luckily i'm nt tt burnt..
hahaha..
n i'm nt peeling either..
weeeeeeeeee..

*U'll nv knw the value of something until u lose it*

//results

i haven blogged for the longest time i realised..
many many things have happened..

yok was here w eve for 5days..
brought them out..
zoo, sentosa, sg flyer..
hmmm..
quite tiring in a sense..
but fun to have them ard..
haha..
many many photos..
but i'm very very lazy to upload them..
hahaha..
wait till i feel like..
den i will do it..

den bbq on the 22nd..
small gathering plus bday..

ssf started on my exactly on my bday this yr..
damn..
but i have fun..
thou so many things happened..
i'm quite tired..
i dunno y..

the results r out..
n it sux like fuck la..
i failed all the courses..
i decided to transfer to part time..
dammit..
damn demoralizing..
watever la!

on a lighter note..
i passed my TP..
like finally..
hahaha..

tightened my braces juz yest..
n its killing me..
dammit..
shit la!
fucking painful!

i haven bladed for the longest time..
i need to go for blading sessions soon!!!
gosh!

*I think i'm starting to like u*

blading again on sunday..
damn shiok..
i like!
hahaha..
went quite a distant i think..
frm mac to fort road den back to mac again..

comm law paper was ok..
amazingly.. i'm suprised at myself..
n the amt i could write..
hahaha..
but but but..
mental block for marketin paper today..
i think i so m gonna fail this paper..
dunno wat happened..
i juz suddenly blanked out..
dammit..
i really hate it when it happens..

weather's been ok..
but the heat is damn nt bearable..
shit.. i hate it..
hahaha..

i cant wait for friday to come..
1 last paper n i'm done w exams..
n here comes holidays!!
i cant wait to party..
i cant wait for my redang trip..
i cant wait to meet up all my frds!

yok's coming to visit next wk..
weeeeeeeee..
sentosa, zoo, singapore flyer..
where else??
hmmm..

damn.. i hate feeling so emo..
it hits u at the most unexpected time..
life's so damn unpredictable..
i couldnt care less abt wat's gg on ard me now..
i juz wish everything goes as it suppose to go..

*would u make me smile again?*

//1 paper down

1 paper down..
3 more to go..
yawn..
damn period..
came at the wrong time..
mood swings..
dun wanna study..
but.. i still got thru tt paper..
i hope i can pass..
lol..

time to start prep for the next few papers..
shall start on law or MAB first i guess..
i so dun have the mood to study la..
argh...
i wanna club..
i wanna blade..
holiday come soon..
pls!!!

//procrastinating still

ARGH!!!
i so shld start studyin more..
hahaha..
i'm only half way thru..
i think i'm so gg to fail..
like watever..

gave blading a miss on sun..
coz i couldnt wake up..
prawning w cousin n sis the nite b4..
came back 5plus..
hahaha..
no energy to go..

gosh..
exams on wed..
but i'm still procrastinating..
i'm soooo dead..
i need to get my lazy ass back to studying soon..

*you nv knew how much it hurts*

//blading

blading session w the cousins was gd on sunday..
nice nice weather..
i like!!!
heex..
lalalalalala..
1 more blading session next sunday..
yeah!!

exams starts 23apr..
but den i've yet to start revision..
i shall nt procrastinate anymore..
n i shall start soon!!
i'm sucha hopeless la..

grandma's down in sg..
staying at my hse..
hmmmm..
i wonder how long she would stay this time..

i is miss my dearest meihan la!!
n also lynn.. n also serene..
hahaha..
make tt all my girlies!
:D

*y do i bother when u don't even bother?*

//-

yea!!!
finally marketing report is over..
hahaha..
burden off our backs..
now..gotta start muggin for exams soon..
yawn..
watever..

hmmmm..
finally the fever stopped..
but body still feels lethargic..
haix..
i hope i'm nt sick during the exams..
lalalalala..

对不起爱上你。

//fever

freaking hell!
running a fever at this time is no fun!
really!
like WTH!
it nt fun la!
watever la..

marketing report is almost done..
but nt really..
haix..
rushing rushing rushing..
damn..

aqua aerobics lessons r gd..
more toning up to do to myself..
hahaha..

blading w the cousins tmr..
i dun even think i'd b able to make it..
i'm feel so tired now..

huishan's shop official opening today..
went w desiree n lim hui..
ktv after tt..
i'm amazed at myself..
sick still can do so much things..

time for me to rest..
but den i juz ate dinner..
haha..
dinner at 12am..
:D

//results

i passed my macroecons test..
but i failed my MAB..
dammit..
watever la..
i have to work doubly hard for the exams..
sheeeeh..
this is bad..
i wanna pass all my modules this sem!!
i dun wanna repeat anything again..
haix..
i think i would fail comm law test again too..
watever!

no blading tmr..
coz my uncle's working..
lalalalalala..
but i wanna blade!!
who wanna go w me??
hahahaha..

//blading

blading is loved!
uncle bought me my blades..
hahaha..
finally..
:D
loving it!
i think blading would b a every sunday morning activity now..

i haven woken up at 7am for a long long long long time..
i had to wake up at tt time last sunday..
juz to get to pasir ris on time..
but still..
i was a lil bit late..
hahahaa..
blading w the cousins is loved..
i need more practice!

bodyached..
coz of all the exercise done..
din do exercise for long time liao..
blading on fri morning..
den aqua aerobics in the nite..
den sat.. i'm too tired to go out..
n sun.. blading again..
heex..
healthy healthy lifestyle..
i like!!

finally met up w miss lynn again last thrus nite..
dinner n dessert as usual..
our dearest meihan is late again..
but nvm..she's forgiven..
hahaha..
cousin came to look for me..
we have nth to do..
walked to cathay..den came home...

every1's addicted to sudoku on my DS lite!!
hahahaha..

//tired

haven been feeling lethargic recently..
dunno wat happened..
watever la..

2 tests down..
3 more to come..
yawn..

marketing report's becoming a chore soon..
lalalalalala..
i hope we finish it up quick..
blah..
at least i've done my survey parts..
now i've got to wait n finish up my part of the report intro..

tightened braces on tues..
nt as painful this time..
which is gd!
poor small bell went for wisdom tooth surgery..
her face's swollen..
but den her recovery is fast..
amazingly..
:D

weather's been a bitch..
i love the rainy days thou..
hahahaha..

gave blading w the cousin a miss today coz of the rain..
bloody hell..
i miss blading n it had to rain when i could go..

MoS w the dearest last sat..
i love her to bits la!
lets go again my dear!
heex..

long dued photos!

me n my new specky!


all dressed up.


me n dearest!

//apologize - timbaland

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground

//tired

finally finished up my parts for my marketing proposals this afternoon..
after such long procrastinations..
LOL..
i'm sucha lazy ass la!!

work was kinda tiring..
seriously too long nv exercise liao..
now body aching..
gosh.. i need a gd massage now!!

macroecons test next thrus morning..
sianx..
dunno wat to study sia..
haix.. this is bad..
hopeless la..

n there will b another test on the wk after i think..
hmmm.. marketing i think..
so many so many test..
i dun like!!

bloody hell..
stupid phone giving me prob again..
WTF!!
ARGH!!

i miss u when i'm nt supposed to do so..

*i shouldn't have fallen for you*

//tired

HAPPY CNY!!!

late greetings eh..
too lazy to blog..
reunion dinner at the restaurant near my new hse..
no home cooked dinner this yr..
LOL..

1st day as usual..
go grandma's hse den to my aunt's place..
KTV in the nite w another aunt, uncle, cousins n sis..

2nd day stayed home..
bday celebrations for the cousins, nieces n nephew..
cooked pasta..
lol..

3rd day popiah party at my hse..
loads of ppl..
how fun!
haha..
MoS w my dearest after tt..
had loads of fun..
weeeeeeeeeeee..

work on sun..
fa fa fa concert..
full day..
2 shows..
yawn.. tired..

i haven even started on my part for my marketing report..
gosh..
i shld stop procrastinating!
but den again..
i think i need all the other parts b4 i can start..
i have 2 so far..
(=

//love

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a dear.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

//love & hate

settling in the new hse already..
weather's been great..
loving it..
sch is still a bitch..
so watever..

treading between love & hate is nt a gd thing..
hahaha..
emo for a few days..
PMS muz b the prob..
watever..

met jack jack up like finally..
shopping at expo john little sales..
how fun!
i love spending time w my buddies..
heex..

*I like life sweet & simple not otherwise.*

//blank

officially moved into the new hse..
i'm so bored..
skipped sch for a few days..
hahaha..
no class tmr too..
lalalalalalala..

swimming almost everyday..
loving it..
weather's really nice now..
(=

its a fine line between love & hate..
i think i'm treading on this thin line..
it might snap anytime..
watever..

*make me hate u instead pls*

//new hse

at the new hse currently..
the old hse is kinda empty..
hahaha..
moving in like in less den 1 day's time..
weeeeeeeeeeee..
but i think my frds r more excited den i m..
hahahah..

luckily the internet's set up here..
at least i still can use the comp..
hahaha.
else i'd have been bored to death..
damn..
i shall go for a swim ltr on..
lalalalala..
now..
i'm too tired to move..
i wanna slp!

*could i have fallen for u?*

//sch

first wk of sch juz fly by like tt..
so fast..
n i already started missing classes!
this so cannot b the case!..
argh!..
RMIT lects do bored me out sometimes..
but watever la..
sch still has to go on!
haha..

tighten of braces tmr..
scary!!

new specs came..
nice.. i like..
nerdy nerd nerd..
hahaha..

moving in abt 1 wks time i think..
how exciting!
hahhaha..

//smile

i smile whenever u come into my mind.

ihatetoadmititbutidolikeyou.

//sch

sch has started.
schedule sucks.
lects r boring so far..
ah..watever..
sch is nv fun..
lol..

classes at 2pm ltr..
waiting for the maid to come back w my brunch.
i'm getting bored juz waiting.

moving soon..
but i seem to have nt finish packing my stuff..
its like nv ending packing..
gosh..
i really hate tt..

tightening of braces next mon.
another killer..
watever..

*As much as i wanna hate u, i cant bring myself to do so.
The more i do, the more i fall.*