love is like a butterfly, the more u chase it, the more it eludes you... but if u jus let it fly, it will come 2 u when u least expect it.
cliche it may seem...but tts so true...if u really love a person...den let tt person go...if she comes back...she belongs to u...if she doesn't...she had nv belonged to u...
lalalala...i'm so tired...stupid weather...making me feel tired...i so feel like slping now...i feel like a pig...wahahaha...din come home last night...was over at athena's...talk until 3 plus...so i juz slp there...dun wan walk home alone...so dark...den came home this morning ard 10...
actually...i'm not really over her yet...or shld i say...i cant get her out of my mind...i'm trying very hard though...which i dunno wat i'm doing...wahahaha...i dunno y...i dun hate her after all the harsh things she had said...i guess is she hate me...i wish she knew...i juz wanna be frds now...
i dun wan anthing to do with another r/s now...i'm quite emotional unstable...though i dun cry as much...i'm tired...i'm actually numbed...i wish i fall into a deep slp n nv wake up...haix...there isn't always a happy ending...
Never say i love you when you really dun care...
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there...
Never hold my hand if ya gonna break my heart...
Never say that ya are goin' to if ya dun plan to start...
Never look into my eyes if all ya do is lie...
Never say hello if all ya mean is goodbye...
If you really mean forever then say you'll try...
Never say forever coz' forever makes me cry...
Monday, June 28, 2004
//dreaming of u
Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
(CHORUS OUT)
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
(CHORUS OUT)
Sunday, June 27, 2004
//Fundamentals of love
The fundamentals of love
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.
You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems to be able to replace her in your heart.
So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.
You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?
To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.
Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?
Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase.
Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.
As her girlfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance?
Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.
So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.
You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems to be able to replace her in your heart.
So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.
You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?
To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.
Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?
Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase.
Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.
As her girlfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance?
Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.
So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.
//i miss her!!
went out with lynn, mei han n her sis mei yu yest...went bugis...sit ard...chit chat...n walk ard...tk neos...but scanner got prob...cant scan ar...irritating de leh...den after tt ard 6 plus lynn wanna go home liao...since i got nothing to do...i decided to accompany her tk train all the way to boon lay...so nice of me rite...wahahaha...
but ar...when we reach queenstown...her frd called..den we change train...go back city hall...so basically..i was out the whole day...came back round 12 plus...going to 1...den got scolding frm my mum...say i come home so late alone...wat does she expect...some1 to be beside me??she will get use to it soon lah...
actually...i quite miss the times i have with her lah...but its all in the past already...its all memories liao le ba...
but ar...when we reach queenstown...her frd called..den we change train...go back city hall...so basically..i was out the whole day...came back round 12 plus...going to 1...den got scolding frm my mum...say i come home so late alone...wat does she expect...some1 to be beside me??she will get use to it soon lah...
actually...i quite miss the times i have with her lah...but its all in the past already...its all memories liao le ba...
Friday, June 25, 2004
//emotions
Emotions - Destiny's Child
It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside, oh...
And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me, tonight
(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
I'm there at your side
Part of all the things you are, oh...
But you've got a part of someone else
You go to find your shining star
(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
(Nobody left in this world to hold me tight)
(Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight)
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
[Fading]
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside, oh...
And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me, tonight
(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
I'm there at your side
Part of all the things you are, oh...
But you've got a part of someone else
You go to find your shining star
(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
(Nobody left in this world to hold me tight)
(Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight)
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
[Fading]
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)
Thursday, June 17, 2004
*Forgive*
Forgive the sun who didn't shine
The sky had asked her in to dine
Forgive the stars that heard your wish
The moon prepared their favourite dish
Forgive the rain for it's attack
The clouds have tears they couldn't hold back
Dont hate the birds 'cause they are free
Dont envy all the things they see
Dont block the wind, but hear it's cry
Or else that wind may pass you by
Forgive the storm it means no harm
Could not resist to show its charm
Forgive the earth that never turns
Dont hate the sun, b'coz too much burns
Life intends not to cause pain
The flowers bloom from all the rain
The storm will come and it will pass
The sun that shines, it grows the grass
The wind it cannot help but cry
The stars at night light up the sky
Forgive the world in which we live
We'll all find peace if we forgive...
Forgive the sun who didn't shine
The sky had asked her in to dine
Forgive the stars that heard your wish
The moon prepared their favourite dish
Forgive the rain for it's attack
The clouds have tears they couldn't hold back
Dont hate the birds 'cause they are free
Dont envy all the things they see
Dont block the wind, but hear it's cry
Or else that wind may pass you by
Forgive the storm it means no harm
Could not resist to show its charm
Forgive the earth that never turns
Dont hate the sun, b'coz too much burns
Life intends not to cause pain
The flowers bloom from all the rain
The storm will come and it will pass
The sun that shines, it grows the grass
The wind it cannot help but cry
The stars at night light up the sky
Forgive the world in which we live
We'll all find peace if we forgive...
Friday, June 11, 2004
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.