//Littlest Things

"Littlest Things - Lily Allen"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

//midnite blading

rainbow yet again the day after i saw the first 1..
heex..
nt so defined this time round..
but still..
its a rainbow..
amazing isnt it??
but i haven uploaded the photos frm my cam..
hahaha..

dad called to say mum lost her luggage still..
lol..
i wonder how..
i din ask much..
shall ask the next time they call..
:D

midnite blading sessions..
heex..
2 nites in a row..
loved!
the company n blading..
haha..

permed my hair..
now i look..
ermx..
i dunnno wat to say..


there...
i look like this now..
hahahaha..

sore throat, fever, cough..
dammit..
i dun like!
i juz went to see doc..
hahaha..
i couldnt stop coughing..

//rainbow

well defined rainbow..
juz outside..
SWT!
(=

parents r off on their trip..
n they'll b gone for 17 days..
so sad..

drove home yest..
:D
i have the car for 2wks..
weeeeeeeee..


had a hair cut..
but i'm hating it..
hahaha..
watever lor..
:X

specs warehouse sales yest..
2 gucci frames, 1 gucci & 1 giorgio armani shades..
heex..
loving it..
:D

//sis birthday

sis celebrated her bday yest..
family gathering..
hahaha..
the only frd she invited was serene..
:D
lol..

anyhows..
mum was back frm macau yest..
Portuguese egg tarts!!
YUM!
i like!
hahahaha..

suntec city with the dearest today..
half leg waxing..
den lunch..
bought the flats i've been eyeing on frm charles & keith..
they finally had my size!!
heex..
den shopped a lil..

dinner with amy hong..
how long have i nt seen tt auntie..
hahaha..
:D

photos ltr..
too lazy now..
:D

//skin

i finally changed my blogskin..
after so long..
hahaha..
i've nth better to do at home..
:D

//原来你什么都不想要

我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停的要要到你想逃

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

//love

i always wonder how ppl feel about love..
how could they easily say they love a person??
how could they say otherwise juz a brief moment ltr??
1 could argue u dun need love to maintain a rs..
but i think otherwise..

some1 asked me..
do u need to have love to be in a rs with another person??
my ans was yes.. u have to..
love is still needed to maintain a rs..
be it watever type of love it is..
u need it!

between lovers..
it may nt b the passionate feeling u felt for each other frm the start..
n it becomes a habit after time..
but there is still love in another form..

frds & family members who fight n argue..
they will be fine after awhile..
love between them cannot b explained..

parents who were on the verge of a divorce but din do it..
love for their children stopped them frm it..
even when there's no love between them anymore..

there're so many different types of love..
which category do u fall into?

//lunch

baked brownie on mon..
i like..
its damn gd!
hahaha..
:D

met up mag for lunch yest..
catch up n bitch a bit..
i miss the ppl in sch la!!
haix..
the fun..
the nonsense..
hahaha..

mum's gg off to macau tmr morning..
den will b back only on sun afternoon..
sis' celebrating her bday on sun..

cramps..
I HATE!!
argh..
but at least i'm nt moody anymore..
hahaha..

tots of u would suddenly go thru my mind sometimes..
but many a times..
i would juz brush it aside..
i dun wanna fall too much..

on a lighter note..
bought a new shirt i eyed on at pull & bear the other day..
hahaha..
love love love it!!


i love my new shirt tt i juz bought!!!
:D

//ktv

finally met up lynn..
hahaha..
dun even rem when was the last time i saw her..
n meihan also..
:D
love love love!!

wanted to go to top1..
but no rms available..
so ended up at kbox marina square..
hahahaha..
took a lot of dumb photos..
:D

walked ard a bit after tt..
chinling came to met us..
had dinner..
den carrefour..
outing with them..
spells fun!!

sat..
day out with vanessa again..
haha..
went back to the shop to get a compensation for the shoes..
quite dumb..
its been a wk..
the lady wont go back..
but the boss was still quite unwilling to compensate us..
watever!!

den to vivo..
waited for daddy..
hahaha..
walked ard..
i saw a shirt i really really like!!!
i shld go get it!
damn..
hahaha..
baker's inn for cakes..
i like..
:D

i've been eating so much junk food..
n i haven been having proper meals..
opps..
this is bad!!!

edited//0148
i juz realised we were all in grey..
when i looked thru the photos..
:D

//time

its like 0330..
but i'm still awake..
i cant seem to fall aslp..
n i dunno wat's the reason..
dammit..
argh..
this is so irritating..
my biological clock is really screwed sometimes..

mum made handmade noodles juz now..
YUM*infinity..
cousins n aunty n uncle came over..
wahahhahaa..
ate a lot!!
goodness gracious me!!
hahaha..
in fact..
i think every1 ate a lot lor..
haha..
1 nv seem to get enough of the noodles my mum made..

i think i have been eating a lot this 2days anyways..
:X
i dun even dare to go on the scale to weigh myself..
LOL..
i so need to do some exercise soon!!
blading soon again!
hahaha..
:D

i shld slp soon..
else i'm bound to wake up late to meet vanessa ltr..

//miss

ihatetoadmithowmuchiactuallymissu.

//photos

i haven posted photos for a long time..
hahaha..
since i have nth to do..
i shall post some new pics..
:D





drinking in broad daylight..


at TCC..




my fav. berms now..

//massage

finally!
i went for massage..
at least my neck's nt so stiff anymore..
hahaa..
after so long..
the therapist was wondering how i could tahan the pain for so long..
:D

blah..
pimple outbreak..
damn.. i really hate it..
i'm feel emo at the same time..
wahaha..

i'm craving ruffles cheddar cheese n sour cream..
but the 7-11 doesnt have it!!
n i'm too lazy to walk to prime..
argh!!

its weird how i'd miss u sometimes n how u'd sometimes come into my tots..
there's no reason y this would happen..
it juz happens..
but it seems so surreal doesn't it?
how some1 tt barely knws u could miss u so much?

//edit
dentist says tt my progress is gd..
n it can b off in a few mths time..
weeeee..
hahaha..
i'm glad..
:D

went over to serene's place yest..
haha..
slacked n talked nonsense..
how long have we nt done tt??

//day out

a day out with my cousin..
we walked ard far east plaza..
nth caught my eye..
there's the long skirt tt i really liked..
but its really nt worth the price on the tag..

den went to bugis..
bought a sun dress..
i like..
hahaha..
pedicure session after tt..
the girl there packed vanessa shoes for another client..
she din even make sure it was the correct shoes b4 packing it up..
quite dumb..
joke of the day i tell u..

den CCK to visit grandma..
she's better now i guess..
pasir ris for dinner..
den send vanessa home..
drove back frm there..

//sing sing sing

sing sing sing concert..
backstage was chaos..
hahaa..
chaotic moments when u will feel tt u wan to b split up so u could do everything all at once..
my body's aching frm running everywhere..
hahaha..
anyhows..
the concert was nt too bad at the end of the day..

i woke up late today..
din make it there on time..
hahaha..
end up buying stuff b4 gg over..
after tt went to get more stuff..
:X

if u're happy with the moment..
den juz be in it..
n don't bother abt the rest..
but..
i guess there's this lil part which really wans to make things clear..
nt thinking of wat it might lead to..
which might complicate things a lil..

i'm starting to enjoy the attention i get..
but at the same time..
i knw it wouldnt last..
i really wish it would thou..
haix..
watever la..
i dun wanna think abt it..
i juz wanna go slp..

i wish i could turn back time juz a lil..
to avoid some things tt could be avoided..
to stop some things tt could be stopped..
n to juz live in the moment..
n nt bother abt the rest of it..

when there isn't a start..
how would it even have an end?