//camera

the digi cam seems to be my daily necessity nowadays..have been bringin it to skool like almost everyday..it keeps me awake by playing with my cam..else i will be slping away..haha..dun even know wat is gg on ard me..at least with the cam..i'm not slping..else i will be drawing away..

today was another boring day..tummy not feeling well..haha..dunno wat happened..anyways..had property maintence..was kinda boring..the lecturer is damn lame..like watever..haha..he drew some building on the board..jimmy went to add things on..n he drew something else..i've got the pic below..look at it..its damn stupid..i think..haha..

i was bored!!!



my barang barang again..with my new shades..nice rite??

 

me again..hahaha..i feel sooooo narcissitic..is tt the correct spelling even??

 

tts jack with my shades..how gayish..no wonder he was mistaken as a ger frm behind..haha..

 

the drawing by my lecturer & jimmy..

 

mine & meihan's water bottle..

//miss her

how i wish i could tell *her i miss *her...i wish *she knew...but anyways...dunno lah...i'm crazy...wahahaha...watever lah...

skool was boring today...haha...i brought the cam to skool again today...photo taking session with meihan again...how zi lian can we get...i'm tired...maybe i'm going to be a gd ger tonight...sleep early...haix...tml 9am lesson again...how sianx...i so dun feel like going to skool...but...nvm...i shall go...

this r the pic with took juz now...enjoy...

How bOreD can wE gEt??

 

me & meihan...

 

& again...

 

meihan in deep tots...

 

the ugly me...



my new shoes...



my barang barang...



my art...i drew this for mei han...spot wat it says...heex...

//photos

 
when i juz did my hair..

in class feeling bored..the hair's not so curl liao..

 

We were FeelinG BORED!!!

Me & Lynn..

Janice & Me..a bit blur though..

Mei Han & Me..

//shopping with mum

i went shopping with mummy again yest..heex..bought somemore things also..a black top..a skirt..n 2 pairs of shoes..wahahaha..shopping theraphy..anyways..mummy paid for everything..i have such a nice mummy..hehe.. Thanx a Lot Mummy!!!

anyways..i did something to my hair..haha..i a photo of it..shall post it up ltr..when my dad comes home..haha..coz i dun have the card reader now..mummy highlighted my bleached streaks red & ash blonde..someone's going to faint when she sees it..n i did temporary curls last night..but it's gone liao..coz i washed my hair..hahahaha..

today wasn't a very gd day..early in the morning kena frm deputy director..anyways..i dun really copy..so it doesn't matter tt much..my tummy's not feeling well..i dunno y..i'm so tired..but i din slp in class..how amazing..i actually listen to class..for like the first time..haha..i'm such a gd ger today..

i'm gone now..will be back with the photos ltr..

//unexpected

expect the unexpected...things always happen at times where it is most unexpected to happen...hahaha...anyways...mc for 2 days...go back to skool...realise i miss out on a lot a lot of things...i dunno wat's going on...hahaha...anyways...luckily got meihan...she's gonna teach me MBW...r u??heex...

feeling better nowadays...i'm tired thou...the flu med makes me drowsy...i'm still having a little cough...went out with mum yest...meihan accompany me...thanx sweetie...i bought a bag n something else...hahaha...shall not say...anyways...wanted to get a pair of shoes...but din see any i liked...nothing suited me anyways...

juz done my tutorial...n the ans is like so short...hahaha...not even 200 words...when it supposed to be...watever lah...

i'm still like missing *her...i dunno y...anyways...its over...i'm juz sad...lalalalala...i still love *her so much...i dunno y either...hahaha...

//in love

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

//happy

i'm still sick..but i'm on cloud nine..haha...for wat...i dunno...think i'm crazy...like watever...i went to see doc juz now...doc say flu...hahaha..was given mc anyways..
 
day was okie...go skool for like 30 min..den go off..cannot tk it ar...coz feeling dizzy...hahaha...so juz left..now still having nose block...still havent eat med yet...shall eat ltr..shall rest more as well..tts wat the doc says...but i doubt i will do it...hahaha...i'm a notti ger i guess..always dun listen...stubborn ger as well...

oh ya...on sat...went jack's place with my parents....den my food came...the waiter put it too near me...wanted to push away...but nv realise the hot plate not covered up...den my thumb got burnt...wahahaha...now there this big big blister on my thumb...cover like half of it ar...like sianx lah...feel like bursting it...but scared pain...wahahaha...

//sick

i'm officially...SICK!!!!all coz of the stupid rain...i'm having runny nose...used up so much tissue today...hahaha...i've been feeling giddy the whole day...having headache...coughing as well...sore throat better liao...like watever...haix...shall wait for myself to get better...i'm like so craving for choco...will some1 get me some choco???wahahaha...
 
sianx lah...nothing much to do...think going to slp early ltr...hahaha...like i will...shall save wkends for my tutorials...got to do it all n pass up on mon...so much...n i dunno how to do...hahaha...i need HELP!!!lalalalala...nvm...i shall try doing it myself first...n see how...

//lyrics

i seem obsessed with lyrics nowadays...hahaha...wats wrong with me ar..siao like tt...nothing much to do ar...so tired...so dun feel like going to skool either...haix...how??

was actually in skool early this morning...lect starts at 9...mei han n me reached there on time...but we decided not to go to class...so we went for breakfast at FC1...den slack there for like almost 2 hrs...how boring...hahaha...madness lah...at skool...dun wan go for lect...

//how do i live without you

How Do I Live (Without You)- Carmen Rasmusen

How do I get thru one night without you,
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be.

Oh and I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul.
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything good in my life.

Without you there'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life.
There'd be no world left for me

And I, baby I don't know what I would do.
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now......

How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live?

If you ever leave.
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, 'cause you know that you're
Everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go.

How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you, baby?

//ndp rehersal

went to watch NDP rehersal with athena...she got extra tix...it was quite boring though...hahaha...i almost fell aslp...too tired i guess...not enough slp today lah...wake up so early today...oh ya...i saw eunice...together with her family...

mummy tot i was going with *her...i told mummy i not going with *her...den she ask where is *she den...how come so long nv come...i say i dunno...den after tt...she say go get a proper bf lah...how cute...but...i only wan *her...haix...

i look like a panda now...shit manx...i'm so ugly now...muz get rid of my eyebags man...but dunno how...

i'm still like cant get over *her...like watever...haix...make myself so miserable only...sad...i feel so shitty now...

//skool

2nd day of skool...i'm so tired...hahaha...was quite okie...but very boring...haix...dunno wat to do ar...so many morning lessons...make me so tired...irritating...construction tech again this yr...most hated sub...how sickening...i hate it to the core lah...but bo pian...muz tk...haix...

haix...i'm still confused??i dunno wat i wan still??shld i give up or wat??i really dunno...maybe i shld...i really dunno how i feel now...i dunno wat to do...she still affects me...a lot a lot...haix...watever lah...

//haircut

i had my hair but juz now...went to my aunt's salon to get it done...hahahaha...stayed there like almost the whole day...so many hrs...my mum did ceremic perm...i cut my hair...now...its like so light...wahahaha...when i tk photo...i shall upload it...when i'm like not so lazy...

anyways...i'm quite sad...but shall not brood over it...lalalalala...watever it is...i'm moving on i guess...i've grown up...but i still cant tk things easy...wahahahaha...i'm still confused...but i guess time will show everything...

this is an unlucky month...so many things happened...i'm having my menses...i'm feeling emotional suddenly...i juz feel unlucky...wahahahaha...

i'm bored...so i'm crapping...i dunno wat i'm typing...so watever...skool's starting like in 12 hrs time...i'm feeling sick...i dun feel like going to skool...but yet...i know tts like the only thing tt will keep me busy...

//CHIJMES

went to chijmes with maddie juz now...was okie...missed the band performance though...hahaha...how stupid...saw a lot of ppl...i'm like so tired...wahahaha...but i woke up like almost 11 this morning...but still feel tired...i feel like a pig...

actually...i think my feelings for her really starting to fade liao...somehow i guess...i dunno y...do i really wish it will fade??maybe...i seriously dunno...or i know i cant get her back...so i let it go already??i'm still confused...anyways...watever...no use brooding over it anymore...

to *YOU* : if u ever read this...thanx for stepping into my life once...those were some of the happiest time i have ever had...u made a big impact on my life...thanx for making me feel like a ...

anyways...some photos i took today...using maddie's cam...


Me & Hui Min...my senior...



Ex-seniors & juniors...Clarinet section...

//feeling extremely emotional

haix...i'm feeling so emotional suddenly...but dunno how to explain how i feel...guess the lyrics can really explain how i feel...i'm juz upset all of a sudden...i dunno y...i'm sick n tired of it already...i dun wan to feel this way anymore...i'm so confused now i dun even know wat i really really wan...

all i know is tt i hate her...yet i love her...how damn contridicting can i get...lalalala...i think i'm going mad...

spiderman 2 was not bad...quite nice...very touching at the end...haix...how i wish i was watching it with her...wahahaha...siao liao...how can i think bout tt at this point of time?? *kills myself*

study is the most impt now...i so wanna get gd results...but i dun think i can make it...haix...

//Stuck

Stuck - Stacie Orico

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

[Chorus]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus]