//slpy

i'm in james' office..
to help do some admin work..
i'm amazed how i can wake up early..
lol..
i feel like slping now thou..
damn..
i'm getting bored..
i wonder y time is passing so slowly today..

application for sch is submitted already..
now i'll juz have to wait for the approval..
it shld start in feb..
i hope..

trimmed my hair few days back..
nt much of a difference..
but i'm loving the fringe..
:D

CNY's like round the corner..
but it doesnt feel like the festive season this yr at all..
hmmmm..
oh well..

//work

been feeling lethargic recently..
don't knw y..
but watever..
working with serene at L'Occitane..
doing up the mailers..
tmr is the last day..
we couldnt finish them up on fri..

backtrack a little..
steamboat at home with the family, audree, james n grandma came over too..
porridge steamboat..
nt too bad..
hahaha..

late nite shopping at mustafa after tt..
last min x'mas shopping with a frd..
joy ride around town den to ECP..
ending up at airport for swenson's..
juz a quiet nite out..
the company was loved thou..

prawn noodles for x'mas day..
aunt, uncle, cousins, mum's frds, serene n johnny came over..
:D
the prawn noodles the best!!
i think every1 loved it..
hahaha..

late nite blading on fri nite..
it was needed after all the cholesterol n calorie chalking food..
(=

supposed to go to dbl o to meet my sis n the rest on sat..
but i got to lazy..
i lazed ard at home..
after visiting grandma..
:D

//sing sing sing

sing sing sing concert..
backstage was chaos..
hahaa..
chaotic moments when u will feel tt u wan to b split up so u could do everything all at once..
my body's aching frm running everywhere..
hahaha..
anyhows..
the concert was nt too bad at the end of the day..

i woke up late today..
din make it there on time..
hahaha..
end up buying stuff b4 gg over..
after tt went to get more stuff..
:X

if u're happy with the moment..
den juz be in it..
n don't bother abt the rest..
but..
i guess there's this lil part which really wans to make things clear..
nt thinking of wat it might lead to..
which might complicate things a lil..

i'm starting to enjoy the attention i get..
but at the same time..
i knw it wouldnt last..
i really wish it would thou..
haix..
watever la..
i dun wanna think abt it..
i juz wanna go slp..

i wish i could turn back time juz a lil..
to avoid some things tt could be avoided..
to stop some things tt could be stopped..
n to juz live in the moment..
n nt bother abt the rest of it..

when there isn't a start..
how would it even have an end?

//

the weather's lovely today..
i wanna nap a bit b4 i go out..
but i cant seem to slp..
gotta b at DBS auditorium by 5..
its already 4..
i shall bath n get ready to go out soon..

damn..
my biological clock is screwed up yet again..
i'm getting insomnia again..
argh..
this is so irritating..
bah!!

exam period..
every1's busy mugging..
even vanessa has her bridging programme in sch..
how nice..

i wanna go on a short trip out of here..
who wanna go with me??

//vbc

vienna boy's concert on sun..
they're damn cute..
n they're really really gd..
managed to snap a pic with them..
when i dropped them off at the hotel tt nite..

after tt..
patron of the arts..
which was today..
hahaha..

yea..
i'm free till next wk..
some1..
pls date me out..
lol..

but i'm nt ard during the wkends..
ahahaha..
genting with the parents..
:D

i finally finished up brisingr..
there's still a book 4..
gosh..
how long more to tt book sia??
damn..

//scramboni

scramboni is addictive la..
all daddy's fault!!
hahaha..
playing it on his iphone to playing it online..
:D

i'm so sick of trying so hard to get everything rite..
i juz wanna give up sometimes..
watever la..
hahahaha..
i'm ranting n ranting n ranting..
i wonder y..

concert on wed..
rehersal on tues..
the roads to suntec r still closed..
i really hate to tk the train there..
but its the only way..
rah!
this is irritating..

*If you're not too long, I will wait for you all my life*

//tired

finally finished up my parts for my marketing proposals this afternoon..
after such long procrastinations..
LOL..
i'm sucha lazy ass la!!

work was kinda tiring..
seriously too long nv exercise liao..
now body aching..
gosh.. i need a gd massage now!!

macroecons test next thrus morning..
sianx..
dunno wat to study sia..
haix.. this is bad..
hopeless la..

n there will b another test on the wk after i think..
hmmm.. marketing i think..
so many so many test..
i dun like!!

bloody hell..
stupid phone giving me prob again..
WTF!!
ARGH!!

i miss u when i'm nt supposed to do so..

*i shouldn't have fallen for you*

//tired

HAPPY CNY!!!

late greetings eh..
too lazy to blog..
reunion dinner at the restaurant near my new hse..
no home cooked dinner this yr..
LOL..

1st day as usual..
go grandma's hse den to my aunt's place..
KTV in the nite w another aunt, uncle, cousins n sis..

2nd day stayed home..
bday celebrations for the cousins, nieces n nephew..
cooked pasta..
lol..

3rd day popiah party at my hse..
loads of ppl..
how fun!
haha..
MoS w my dearest after tt..
had loads of fun..
weeeeeeeeeeee..

work on sun..
fa fa fa concert..
full day..
2 shows..
yawn.. tired..

i haven even started on my part for my marketing report..
gosh..
i shld stop procrastinating!
but den again..
i think i need all the other parts b4 i can start..
i have 2 so far..
(=

//comm. law

finally i went for comm law lesson on sat..
like after how long..
no reservation on fri nite..
cuzzies came over..
din get much slp..
since i was awake..
i decided to go for class..
haha.. sucha gd girl for a day..

erick guansing's concert after tt..
super tired..
nt enough manpower..
i have to buy dinner for the crew n performers..
me carrying almost 50packs of rice..
imagine tt.. can die..
was supposed to do FOH..
backstage crew forgot abt the camera..
i have to do it without the stand.. coz too late to setup..

whole bodyachin.. till now..
i hope tmr it gets better..
x-ray for the dentist tmr..
den to far east..
i need to get my eyebrow trimmed!
its so messy now..

contemplating abt MoS this wed..
who wanna come along??
but i wonder if i can go anot..
LOL..

//resignation

tendered my resignation this morning.. serving the 2 wks notice.. but i doubt i will come everyday.. lol.. there's nth much to do anyways.. the office system is kinda screwed up.. everything is stuck in the queue n nt coming in.. i'm doing nth..

totally no mood to work anyways.. PMSing i guess.. watever la.. tuition with the girl resumes this wk thou.. coz of her math results.. haix.. i so feel like killing myself.. she dun even have the basic foundation of p4 math.. n she's gg on to p6.. i wonder how she does it..

after a 1 wk of procrastination.. i'm finally gettin my ass down to SIM to submit my confirmation.. n tmr's the closing date.. but the other reason is tt my dad juz gave me the cheque.. haix.. now i think of the journey to sch next yr.. i think it will kill me.. haix.. such long dist.. i hate long bus rides.. i get motion sickness.. RAH!

i'm so bored in the office tt i'm blogging.. there is really nth better to do.. but luckily its already 12.. 1 more hr.. i'm hungry.. i'm hoping my dad is free.. so he can bring me down to SIM.. den go for lunch.. whahaha.. n i need to go get assessment books for the girl.. haix.. haven done tt yet.. quite a list of to-dos.. haix.. i hate it.. really..

gg to malacca next thrus n fri.. shall go buy shoes.. i love vincci designs.. but it's really nt lasting.. haix..

my dearest meihan's doggie juz passed away on sat morning.. i wish she'll b ok soon.. i miss the crappy.. nonsensical her.. nt her when she's so upset.. it hurts to see her crying.. haix..

//procastinating

i haven been blogging for a long time.. too lazy to do so.. n my life is juz so mundane.. there's nth much to blog.. miss lynn tan asking me to blog liao.. haha.. i shall b nice n blog..

weather's been a bitch.. all thanx to the haze.. i fell sick.. watever.. but anyways.. the haze has cleared today already.. so i'm finally feeling better.. no more block nose at least.. but the throat's still a lil dry..

work's been ok.. a lil busy last wk.. been gg in late all the time.. wat's new.. haha.. have decided to continue studying.. biz management frm SIM.. shall quickly submit my application forms before the closing date.. it is still lying on the table.. nt even filled up yet.. i haven even go n take a photo for the form.. wanted to go do it.. but being the procrastinator i m.. i'm still lying ard.. nt doing anything.. lol.. how lazy can i get..

went to charmaine's bday yest.. din wan to go.. but den again.. serene asked us to go.. so end up.. i still went.. caused some arguements.. watever la.. shall hope it will clear up soon la..

//boredom

i'm so bored in the office.. but time's passing so slowly.. haix.. how hopeless.. but watever la.. finishing work soon le.. heh heh.. nth much to do now.. its gg to b 12 soon.. but i cant leave till 1.20.. coz as usual.. i came in late for work again.. wat's new.. haha..

uploaded a few of the HK pic into friendster.. haven got time to upload it into multiply photo album..but will do it soon.. haha.. such a procrastinator.. watever.. feel slpy.. yawn.. waiting for a reply to go for an interview.. but nt getting it any soon.. watever la..

how many watever have i have i been saying.. i also dunno.. rah.. wat a post.. so much crap..

//back online

yipee!! lappy is back.. hahaha..but all data gone.. boohoohoo.. i have to load all the softwares all over again.. RAH!! watever..

cant get to upload the photos i took in HK.. wanna resize them first.. so tt has to wait again.. watever la.. wait till i feel like loading all the softwares in my lappy.. until i stop procrastinating abt uploading it.. hahaha..

work's as usual..juz tt i work a till abt 3 on tues, thrus n fri.. tuitions r still going on.. the girl's still nt doing her math hmwk..almost killed her last nite..haix.. tell me she brought her assessment bk to sch..den forgot to bring home.. when she opened her drawer..i saw it inside..she din do her work.. RAH!!!

seriously..i feel like quitting my current job..it's like sucking the life out of me..but i have yet to get another job..haix..shall see how..

//lappy died

lappy died on me..i dunno wat happened..have no intention to reformat it juz yet..shall go get a new hard disk first..but i dunno wat to get..wahahaha..how silly can it b..home desktop monitor got fried 1 day..coz of a power trip due to the water feature tt is still nt done..i totally cant use the comps at home..

m blogging in the office now..it supposedly is lunch break..but i din eat my brekkie..so i juz finished it up..so lazy to work..haix..work juz extented to 3pm..watever..i agreed to it anyways..extra bucks..wahahaha..

went to HK the previous sunday..nt the sunday tt juz passed..came back on thrus..the flight there was full of china men n women..damn rowdy i tell u..went there..the agency damn cocked up..shall nt go into details..watever..

disneyland is full off them also..long waits for the rides..haix..but took a lot of photos..shall upload it once i get my lappy gg..the weather there is horrid..the sun was scorching..i got burnt..damn..din buy much things..but got wat i wanted..i'm a happy lil girl now..LOL..

i'm so full of crap today..i juz have no mood to work suddenly..watever..shall get back to work now..b4 my supervisor sees me blogging..

//complaint

miss lynnie juz complained abt me nt blogging again..haha..i'm too lazy la..nth much to blog also..my life's getting so mundane..watever..

talking abt tt..came back frm work this afternoon..went to pack food home to eat..dunno wat to eat..went to long john silver..seems to b a sch canteen to me..filled with holy innocents high students..din bother..

queued up..3 girls were in front of me..they ordered n paid..n 1 of their guy frd came over to ask them to help him order..they told him they ordered n paid..ask him to queue behind me..he keep refusing..he juz wanted to cut the queue..i refuse to let him cut..anyways..after tt..2 girls frm another sch queued behind me..he said so loudly..see la..now got other ppl queuing behind the aunty already..

dammit..fuck la..i'm nt even over 20 yet..or shld i say nt even 21 yet..damn him lor..watever la..damn rude..shall go complain to the sch..RAH!!haix..students nowadays gettin more rude..haix..no manners..

anyways..away frm tt topic..went to dbl o last fri with mei han, weixian & his frds..open a bottle of tequila..we still have like half a bottle left..haha..nobody got mood to drink..

work's boring..haix..watever..it's sucking the life out of me..damn..haix..

//the L word

work's sucking the life out of me..i dread gg to work..haix..its boring..i think it's time i go find a new job..haha..i haven even lasted for a mth..haix..hopeless me..but den again..i'm nt a office person..i also dunno y i go accept the job..haix..watever la..

weixian came to pass me the L word he helped me dl..but i have a prob..my lappy cant read the dvd at all..wth!!haix..i got nth better to do..wanna watch..but cant..haix..sad case la..den he out for mj session..nv pick up my call..watever..muz scold him..haha..

haix..getting tired easily..damn..think i'm sick again..keep falling sick..i wonder if its the working environment tt i'm in tts making me sick..haix..watever watever watever watever..

//sick again

m currently in the office blogging again..feel sick again yest..din come to work..din go for tuition either..haha..tt lil girl passed me her flu virus..haix..muz be the stupid weather tt got us all sick recently..LOL..

work for 2 wks..already 2 day nv come for work..how clever of me ar..haha..but anyways..tts nt the point..haha..i feel sick whenever i come to the office..sick building syndrome i suspect..wahahaha..but den again..the office is so cold..hmmm..i dunno la..still feeling a bit feverish..haix..damn sickening..

nt much tasks today..hehe..shall slowly do the work..haha..i can slack a bit.. =D

serene started work at the sch already..poor girl..got a problematic kid in her class..

i'm so blur today till i forgot my access card..luckily the door wasn't locked today..else it would b so pai seh..need to press door bell ask ppl to open the door for me..haha..nt the first time i did tt..but first time i nv bring my access card..tts all..

side note : the birkies i ordered had came..haha..

//working

i've finished up most of the task..n falling aslp soon..or shld i say dozed off for a short while..yawns..some1 pls come online in the morning to entertain me..

tuition tonite..the girl's killing more of my brain cell den when i'm working..RAH!!but still..its ok..how contridicting can i get..

HK trip in a mth's time..have yet to tell my supervisor tt i'll b away for a wk..LOL..how clever can i get..will tell her ltr when i get off work..

work'll be off in 1 1/2 hrs time..yeah..shall go home n continue to slp..haha..sucha piggy..watever la..i'm getting super bored here..no1 to talk to..no1's on MSN either..

MR POH WEI XIAN!!wake up early come online n entertain me leh!!!since u nt working now..wahahaha..

blogging total crap..nth better to do..i have nth to do now..n i have more den 1 hr to waste..damn..shld have down the work slowly..

//Dbl O

made a lot of mistake at work yest morning.. blur me.. as usual..mixed up the steps.. stayed in a lil longer to help solve the thing.. came home.. took a short nap b4 gg out to meet meihan for dinner..

dbl o last nite.. had fun.. took a few shots.. here they r : Dbl O.. most of us got very high.. but nt to the extend of wasted.. haha.. mixed to many diff types of drinks tgt.. love the company.. i miss nite outs with the usual gang thou.. every1 has their own busy schedule now..

//work

started work today.. still ok.. nth much to do juz yet.. haha.. i simply juz hate morning rush hrs.. have to squeeze in the train.. so packed.. like sardines.. damn.. haven gone thru this rush for mths.. LOL!!

weren't much ppl at the office.. din talk to any1 cept the supervisor.. basic data entry work.. order forms.. yawns.. met serene for lunch at cine.. talked abt out tuition kids.. n i realise this.. all the kids make us vomit blood.. haha.. tts tt la.. watever..

tmr's another day at work.. lucky work hrs nt so long.. else i will die there.. so quiet.. i'm new i guess.. haha.. clubbing tmr nite with my dearest meihan.. like finally..

better go slp soon.. else i cant wake up tmr..

tata for now..