//science centre

a day out with hel..
off to the science centre
it was fun~
walking thru the exhibits..
learning new stuff..
i din knw science centre had so many exhibits n was quite big~
(=

maybe i juz like spending time with the gf..
i did enjoy the trip to the science centre..
it's been a long time since the last trip..

the parents would b back on monday..
after being gone for 10 days~~
:D

//assignments

i'm finally done with all the assignments which dues tmr..
like FINALLY!
PHEW~~

i can get a gd slp ltr..
n i'm less stress now~

sch's been a bore..
but oh well..
there's no motivation to get my ass to sch recently..
this is bad!
:(

the lects are boring..
i need to start studying soon!
:X

//jz's wedding

jianzhong's wedding on the 18 july..
CONGRATS BOY!!
its so nice to see familiar faces..
its kinda like a gathering..
lil catch up here n there..
(=

Jianzhong's wedding photos

the parents are gg off to tibet for a holiday frm thurs nite..
till when..
i really dunno..
oh well..

its time to start rushing assignments..
there's 1 due this fri..
n 2 due the next..
i juz found out tt we had to pay to do 1 of the online test..
like wtf!!

would willingness make things work out?
sometimes i wonder.

sometimes you really sweet.
but at the same time you can be really cold.
the coldness i feel gets to me sometimes.
most of the time i just brush it off.
i make nothing out of it for i see it as you being you.
emotionless most of the time i can say.
its been so cold i cant brush it off easily now.

do i really love you?
i ask myself many a times.
i dont want to be emotional but i cant be emotionless either.
the ironies.
the contradictions.

i dont know what to make out of this.
i just need a outlet to let out some frustration sometimes.
oh well.
it feels like i'm ranting pointlessly.

//back to sch

end of the holidays..
sch only starts tmr..
but i already cant wait for the next holiday..
yawn.. i haven exactly had enough fun/rest..
hahaha..
watever..

wat did i do during the hols..
hmmmm..
street fest for the 1st mth after sch ended..
den 2 wks break b4 sch starts..

2 attempts at cheesecake baking..
1 failed.. the other was gd!!
heex..
more attempts to come~~
:D

baby's got me hooked on to prawning..
weeeeee~~~
went quite a handful of times..
but the last 2 times..
no catches..how sad~~
oh well..
so unlucky..
the gf said i was her unlucky prawning star..
wth!!
=p

//confuse

hel says i'm a confused lil girl.. m i?
maybe so..
oh well..
i'm really unsure sometimes..
i'm scared of changes that might follow..
i'm scared of the feelings tt i'm feeling..

2 different ppl..
leading 2 different life..
moving at different pace..
where would it bring us?
how would the outcome be like?
1 last try..
to work things out..
would we catch up, or would we juz be draining each other?

//

met up with mag on tues afternoon..
thanx for the lunch~~
caught up a lil..
but wasnt feeling very gd..

caught a cold on mon nite..
the girlfriend was so swt last nite..
panadol cold relief n vicks drops sent to the door..
loved~
(=

//ssf

SSF '09 has finally ended..
phew..
after 4 wkends..
finally could tk a rest..

class schedule is out..
sch starts in abt 2 wks time..
but it sux..
classes r frm 3.30 to 6.30..
really horrible timings..
a whole day wasted..
oh watever..

i lost my pretty pretty phone on sun..
argh..
i'm pissed off n upset at the same time..
its the bday gift frm baby..
i cant do anything abt it now..
since it is already lost..
but still..
i'm cursing n swearing at the person who picked it up..
oh well..
i feel so bad..
its barely 1mth old~~
T_T

//new hair colour

new hair cut n colour frm last thurs..
love the colour..
heex..
(=

//bday

thanx for all the bday wishes..
(=

bbq at ecp..
tiny gathering..
but i enjoyed it..
no photos thou..
i forgotten abt my camera in the bag....
:X

thanx for organising n preparing everything baby..
thanx for the surprise..
loving it..
love ya!