//new hair colour

new hair cut n colour frm last thurs..
love the colour..
heex..
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//bday

thanx for all the bday wishes..
(=

bbq at ecp..
tiny gathering..
but i enjoyed it..
no photos thou..
i forgotten abt my camera in the bag....
:X

thanx for organising n preparing everything baby..
thanx for the surprise..
loving it..
love ya!

//holidays

finally done with the last assignment of the semester..
submit tmr..
phew..
its finally over..
i'm officially in holiday mode!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

i shall start baking again..
heex..

//sch

first sem in sch's almost done..
2 more lessons this wk..
1 report due on 16may..
1 written test on 14may..
n its the holiday!!
weeeeeeeeee..
:D

wat shld i do this holiday??
i dunno juz yet..
catch up with old frds..
go for short trips..
watever..

//love

no fights, no arguments.
no hard feelings, no nothings.
we didn't felt like we were in a relationship.
it broke my heart the moment u said to go our separate ways.
i didn't cry though.
how could i hold on to something that wasn't there in the first place?

talks were always a good thing.
but tears couldn't hold back anymore.
it just started rolling down.

when u said to stay with u.
it melted me again.
i don't deny falling in love with u.
but i didn't want it to be as a result of obligations either.

i m glad u told me how u felt.
i m glad u didn't give up.
i m glad we're still here.

//

assignments after assignments..
argh..
it's kinda driving me crazy..
i really dun like tt..
but i do prefer this to exams thou..
lol..
contradicting myself yet again..

2 due on 5may..
how m i gg to squeeze 2500 words out of this brain of mine??
the other is 1200 words..
doesnt sound tt difficult..
but all the theories and applications..
argh..

1 done..
1 more to go..
i managed to vomit 2500 words for the marketing report..
but i have no idea how to start the comms report..
n its only 1200 words..
gosh..
i'm dying soon la.....
can some1 do my work for me pls????

//happiness

i was 1 very happy girl on 10april..
as unsure as we were of each other..
r u doing it out of obligations or do u really wanna give it a try i wonder..
no1 knows for sure where this would go..
but its of no harm i guess..

i enjoy every moment spent tgt..
the lil things u do make me smile..
u always seem so mean..
but u do the sweetest things sometimes..

falling in love unnoticeable..
getting so much so attached to u..
i m scared..
but i shldnt think so much..
opening up to u more..
getting to knw u more..
enjoy ur company..
n go with the flow..

'love is what makes u smile when u're tired'

//-

assignments' been bitches..
3 were due on the same wk..
deprived of slp..
wrong estimation of time..
rushed like hell..
shldn't have procrastinated so much..

got back some assignment results..
1 distinction, 1 pass..
lol..extreme ends of the passing scale..
wooooooots..

cramps r killer..
argh..
bad moods i blame on PMS..
blah..

//emotional attachments

emotional attachments build up n grow with time.
it gets stronger without u realizing it.
and by the time u know it, its too late sometimes to get detached.

feelings n emotions cant be controlled all the time.
it'd just become more overwhelming after awhile.

opening is giving the other party the opportunity to break ur heart but trust that she would not.
opening up may not be the best choice.
but it seemed to be gd now.

ambiguity.
it occurs a lot of the time.
but y so much uncertainties?
life could be so much easier when everything is laid out on the table.

placed a bet.
not knowing whether it is a winning or losing 1.
things seemed bleak.
hoping it gets better with time.

no1 can say where this will go.
1 can only wait n see.
when playing with fire, withstand the heat.

//sch assignments

i dun even rem the last time i blogged..
it seemed like a long time ago..

sch's been on for almost 2mths soon..
how time fly by..
the amount of assignments seem endless now..
deadlines r all so closely knitted..
it seems tt the assignments r almost back to back..
damn the stress..
but submission always reliefs the burden temporarily..
before the stress level goes up for the next assignment..

next wk's study break..
no classes.. but there's a online test and loads of research to do for the different final assignments..

got back the result for the test..
i think my ans were crap..
but thank god i managed to pass..