//x'mas day

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

time passed so fast..in a wink of the eyes..its already christmas'04..the new year is coming soon..its scary..haix..my mum's having ppl over today..having steamboat tonite..yummy!!heex..so long nv eat steamboat le..ha..finally can get to eat..lalalala..

i'm such a gd ger..i'm staying home today..heex..i'm feeling so hungry..my gawd..there's like no tidbits for me to bite already..time to stock up..shall go next wk..lalalalala..i'm feeling very bored..some1..pls come entertain me..

*Wondering..When will u be back??*

//bored

i have nth to blog..i'm in the skool comp lab..i have nth to do..i dunno wat i'm doing here..its like my blog has become something tt i rant my boredom..like watsoever..ha..tml is x'mas..i feel so sianx..i dunno if i'm gg out..

tonite i'm gg for a BBQ with my mummy..like watever..how boring..lalalalala..i feel so full...damn..i miss tt girl..wonder when she gonna come back..

//2nd wk of skool

today is the start of the 2nd wk of skool..its been like a wk ever since i blogged..haha..its like how long lor..like watever lor..heex..it has been a okie wk..anyways..was very happy last wk..heex..i like..

okie..i'm crapping..like watsoever..hahahaha..lalalalalala..i dunno wat to blog..skool's so boring leh..dunno wat to do in skool..haix..like so sad case..feel so tired to go to skool..i think i have another abt 100+ bucks with the company..i wonder when i can get the money man..how sianx..

x'mas is on fri..haix..how sianx..like so no mood..any1 wanna go out???heex..

//skool started

skool started yest..ermx..was boring..shit..so no mood for classes..gawd..slap me pls..haha..its the 2nd..n i skipped classes already..opps..hahaha..could wake up..so nv go..den tot go for after lunch classes..lynn called to tell me..i dun need to go liao..coz they will only have lect for like 1 hr plus..i might as well not go..now i'm at home still..haha..

i still kinda miss tt girl..ahhhhh..muz rem..she is att..haha..like watever la..i will forget her soon enough..lalalalalala..x'mas is round the corner..i'm having a headache of wat to get..haix..damn man..

//still sick

i'm in the office..i'm feeling better today..but the fever came back last nite..again 38 degrees..like wat the hell..juz came back frm lunch with my mum..went down to tiong bahru to look for her..hahaha..den came back like soooo late..like my gosh..20 min late..watever la..

finally last 2 days liao..heex..soooo happy..but the sad thing is mon gg back to skool liao..haix..sad case la..x'mas is nearing..so fast..lalalala..wonder if i get to celebrate with u-know-who this yr..AGRH!!!watever..

*ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!!!*

//sick

i was sick ever since yest..dunno wat happened..woke up feeling sick..bad headache..dizzy spells..body ache..today din go to work..wasn't feeling too well..went see doc..damn..high fever..38 degrees..like watever lor..no wonder i so dizzy la..hahahaha..

got 2 days mc..so wondering tml shld go work anot..shall see how la..anyways..i miss *her..lalalalala..

//slpyhead

another boring day..i wish i could leave like now..haix..the weather's not bad..i wish i was in the pool swimming now..i so feel like doing tt..i wish i could tk half day..go home n slp..n look for my mum after tt..

but so sad..i cant do any of this..haix..like watever lor..i haven eaten much since yest..i'm not feeling hungry either..i so have no appetite..i juz wanna slp..i feel so deprived off my slp..

i still haven bring my cousin out to buy her stuff..i still need to meet jack up to catch up..i miss my dearest meihan..i haven seen her for a mth..lynn's frdship band is still lying ard in my bag..i need to pass it to her soon before i lost it somehow..i have so many things to do..i dunno where to start..

damn this stupid ITP..i wish i din need to do it..i wish i had more time for myself..n to do all the things on hand..i'm like falling for a person i'm not suppose to i think..but watever..

n yes..i'm bored..i'm talking rubbish i juz need to rant..WATSOEVER!!!!

//upset

another boring day at the office..haix..with nth better to do like again..i wish i need not come at all..lalalalala..but i so need to pass this ITP..i dun wish to come for another..i'm feeling so slpy now..

how blur can i get??i brought only 1 phone out..my other phone is left on my bed..damn man..anyways i juz hope no1 will use tt phone..i'm wondering if i shld go over to ask if there was anything for me to do..but it seems like every1 is busy with their own work..HOW??

i shldn't have know as much as i had..i wish i haven't known anything..now my heart's in a messed..i'm totally confused..i dunno wat decision to make..i guess i will let nature tk it's course..till den..i will know wat to choose..for now..i shall juz leave things as it is..i wont try to change anything..

//photos

me in my working clothes n new specs with a new hair cut..


me in my tube top n a new skirt my mum bought..went for the dinner last nite..i look damn mature can..hahaha..

//cont..

okie..haven been looking at the comp screen since early this morning..so many things to do suddenly..hahaha..always complaining nth to do..today all of a sudden so many things to do..like watsoever can..

i'm blurred now..i have been editing the same thing for 3 times..yes..3 TIMES!!!but anyways..its all done already..finally i got some things to be written in tt stupid log book of mine..lalalalalalala...

//monday blues

gawd..it's mon again..time is passing so fast..i'm in the office again..i'm so tired..went for wedding dinner with mum last nite..it was wat i called..1 of the worst..the service is not tt gd..it started so damn late like 9..when it was stated 7.30..wat's new??ppl r always not punctual..the aircon has some freaking prob..it was so stuffy in there..reached home abt 11.40..bathed n KO..hahaha..how tired..

i went to collect my new specs n contacts..like finally..hahaha..i dun think i look gd in them..but i still like the frame..haha..watever la..my nails r painted black..wat m i up to man..i have the urge of dying my hair purple..like WTH..i'm juz clashing all my colours..i'm mad..

monday blues i guess..i dun feel like working..i'm still slacking..i wonder when i will start work..haha..n pls dun tell me i have nth to do again today..i will be bored to death..i shall stop here..i dunno wat i'm talking..i'm talking rubbish..i shall tk some photos ltr tonite n upload them soon..show all of u how ugly i look now..i dun have enuff slp..i gt dark rings already..damn..kill me pls..i look ugly..

//TGIF

okie..it's finally friday..haha..i'm juz too happy..like waited for how long..n the dept is back today..i'm bored..i brought my strings to make the frdship band for lynn..which i promised like how long ago..haha..i forgotten..

the weather doesn't look good..i hope it dun rain..but i doubt so..anyways..i miss her..y m i not surprised??i dunno..watever..i'm talking nonsense..i dunno wat i'm saying even..i juz need to rant all my boredom again..

my blog seems to be somewhere i can juz throw my boredom..hahaha..lalalala..

*I think I'm mad!!I've fallen for some1 i shld not have..*

//results

my results r out..it is..horrible..like OMG!!!haix..its so saddening can anot..let me show u..dun die of heart attack k..

RESULTS
SPECIFICATIONS & TENDER DOCUMENTATION C
PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS D
MEASUREMENT OF BUILDING WORKS (ARCHITECTURE) D
ENTREPRENEURSHIP D+
PROPERTY MAINTENANCE & MANAGEMENT D-
CONSTRUCTION PROJECT MANAGEMENT I D-

KILL ME PLS!!!!haix..i dunno how to how my dad my results..think he's juz going to die of heart attack there n then..i'll become a murderer then..GAWD!!!!help...ahhHHHHHhhhHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

//horoscope

GEMINI:

Productive, articulate, intelligent, curious, persuasive, witty, young, clever, cheerful, explorer, smooth, smart, convincing, amusing, gregarious, ingenious, but can be obstinate, can talk too much, tense, cunning, fickle, shallow, inconsistent, superficial, irritating and irritable

//all alone

i'm in the office..all alone..nth to do..i wish i could go..haix..but i can only go off at lunch time..how boring..like watever can anot..i dunno wat's wrong with my tummy..it feels weird..watever la..

the weather is bad..it seems like it's going to rain soon..like watsoever..feeling so slpy..feel like slping..haix..the weather is the nicest to be slping..but here i m..stuck in the office..all alone..n cant do anything..sianx..

anyways..i cut my hair yest..now it's almost shoulder length..i look like a little girl..hahaha..when i get hold of my lappy..i will upload my photo..gawd..i look young..heex..

//updated

okie..i seriously has nothing to do..i change my blog skin..i like this..haha..i'm waiting to go for lunch..i dunno y i'm so hungry..the hunger pang is killing me..i still have to wait for nab..she will be late..

she's so gd..working only half day..but still have lunch with me..heex..i realised i hate to eat alone..i dunno y..anyways..watever..i'm gg for lunch soon..

damn the tag board is down again..like watever..always has this prob..y like tt??

//bored

I'M BORED!!!!!some1..pls accompany me..come on msn PLS!!!any1..i'm dying soon..there's seriously nth for me to do..i dunno how to help either..i'm going to slp soon at this rate..i'm seriously redundant here..HOW??

i'm waiting for a call which nv seems to come..how irritating can it get??watsoever..y m i complaining so much..coz i have nth to do..boredom is killing me..it's tking the life out of me..so NO LIFE!!!hahahaha..

i think i'm going mad..so dun bother abt me..let me rant all i wan..i cant help but to do this..to kill the boredom in me..before i really fall aslp..i'm like playing games n on msn like everyday when i'm in the office..

the whole dept will be going to china next wk..i will be all alone..how saddening..wat to do??i dun even know whether i'm needed in the company anot..haix..how sad..i wish i dun need to come..i dun think tt will happen..so DREAM ON!!

okie..enuff of ranting..i'm talking rubbish..hahaha..watever..dun bother..shall type somemore ltr..when i seriously have nth to do again..

//feeling sick

i dunno y..i'm so not feeling well..i feel sick..having flu..stomach is like suddenly unwell..i dunno y..feel like vomiting..gawd..i feel weak..how unlucky can a person get??i'm already feeling unwell..

this morning..when i come to work..my shoe..spoil..damn man..had to wait for the maid at the train station..she brought down another pair of shoes for me to change..how iritating..i feel slpy now..how i wish i could slp..

lalalalala..but too bad..i cant slp in the office..haha..

//tired

i'm at work again..nth much to do today..think a lot of ppl on leave..like the office is extra quite can anot..another boring day i guess..the best is if i can slp now..tt will be nice can..

teens model search is tonight..i'm helping out..but thinking if i can rush down on time..maybe i can..maybe not..shall see how ltr..haha..

i'm like listening to my MP3 now..how sad case can..i've finished my research..my boss sect is on leave..left me..my in charge..n boss of coz..like so pathetic..i think gg to be in the office the whole day..

the sky's very clear..how i wish i can go tanning..haha..i think i'm mad..watever lah..i'm juz too bored..early morning complaining liao..nth better to do now..heex..

//working

haha..i'm at the office now..doing research..lalala..dunno how to do..HOW??hahaha..i'm to damn bloody bored tt i'm online now..i'm falling aslp soon..goodness..help me some1..

went out to see a warehouse with my in charge juz now..at changi..now back at the office to continue my research..haix..sianx sia..lalalalalala..i'm bored of wearing formal..i miss wearing my jeans..gawd..

i so need to buy a new pair of shoes..i'm like so tired..i dunno y.. *yawns* m on msn now..talking to my darling serene..she is so free..i dunno y..she's saying she is missing my sushi..haha..

shall blog more is i think of somemore things..hahaha..now..nth liao..shall continue my research now..

//attachment

today was 1st day of my attachment..sianx..they not prepared for me..i had nth to do at all..damn manx..only read info n stuff..i almost fell aslp..like wat the hell..sianx..

i dunno how damn long i nv blog..hahaha..n when i blog..i'm complaining..my lappy is with athena..i'm going to get it back asap..when i'm free..hahaha..lalalala..

//mood swing

shit..i so m gg to fail my exam..goodness me..no supplementary paper..shucks..i so dunno how to do my paper..mental block..i went to the docs today..took the med before i went for the paper..how dum dum can i get??dunno wat i doing..ha..i's juz so dead..haix..

i juz hope i can pass..i will be very happy liao..i dun ask for much..haha..50% enuff liao..

//stressed up

okie..i haven't been bloggin for a long long long long time..i dunno how long either..i think its been a wk or so..test starts on monday..but i'm so not studying yet..like my goodness..kill me pls!!!

i went to kbox on thrus with meihan & lynn..haha..was fun..sing for a long time..lalalala..nth to do..n we needed to DE-STRESS!!!so ya..there we were..

i hate the stupid weather..its killing me..it is making me sick..my gosh..

i need a swim..any1 up for it..

i so feel like gg clubbing..i feel like dancing..goodness me..

//sianx

the weather's making me tired..goodness me..sianx man..haix..tests r in a wks time..i'm still procrastinating..like watsoever..my gawd..haix..i cant seem to force myself to study..some1..shoot me!!!lalalalala..

i think i'm going mad soon..i'm like too stress up..for wat..i also dunno..hahahaha..mental prob lah..jerlyn's bday is on sun..still m thinking wat to wear..i'm so damn flickle-minded..i so cant make up my mind..watever!!!

finally..2 reports down..2 more to go..one was given yest..1 is due next fri..sianx..so many reports ar..

//alone in skool

okie..i'm alone in skool..damn sianx..waiting for mei han to reach..touching up on my presentation..if i knew..i wont have came for the retest..i still end up not finishing the door..at least i did some of it..coz i forgotten how to do..haha..i reached abt 10 min late..but was quite okie..

i'm feeling so tired now..i feel like slping..damn..i'm bored!!!

//tired

skool has started..so much projects to do..now den i realise..1 of the presentation is 2 wks ltr..like so fast..den this term only got 5 wks..so short can..so rush..den the 6th wk test..7th wk..exams..haix..damn fast..so scary..

haix..i'm so tired..like not enough slp like tt..lalalala..i'm amazed i haven fell aslp in class..like so amazing can..

//back

okie ppl..i'm back..i'm now in skool..haha..nothing much..juz here to do my project..n wat m i doing..i'm blogging..ha..shall load my photos when i'm free..but din tk much photos thou..

went HK..time very rush..my flight was delayed tt day..so i was transferred to another flight..frm garuda indo to sg airlines..how nice rite..heex..anyways..reach there in the evening..ard 5 plus..go back to the hotel rest awhile..already 6 plus..den we went shop ard..den eat dinner..we walked ard all the way..nv tk any transport..how nice..exercising ar..anyways..reach back the hotel abt 11 plus almost 12..damn tired..coz walk a lot..

the next day also the same thing..walk ard all the way..hahaha..went tim sum with my mummy's frd..the food's not bad eh..haha..go there the lifestyle is like..shop n eat..n rest..hahaha..but i dun like..very rush there..din buy much things..bought a few tops for myself n an esprit bag..din see any bottoms i like..anyways i dun think i can fit in either..all so small size..

the girls there r like so skinny..like my gosh..but can understand..thou the can eat..but the walk ard all the time..like woah..anyways..nothing much to write liao..oh yes..i went sentosa with my classmates the day vefore i fly off to HK..fun..but the weather..so bad..rain when we were there..sickening..haha..din get tan..juz a bit..

//in HK

i'm in HK now..using the comp at the cafe..haha..i'm going back soon..my flight is at 5..nothing much..so rush..bought a few tops..heex..i missed *her..haix..so sad..shall talk more when i get back tonight..tummy not feelin well..haha..

eat a lot of things..like my gosh..sure fat de..the place here..damn dirty..gosh..i miss my bed..

//no mood..

i cant seem to be able to study..it seems tt i got no mood at all..haix..sianx..damn it man..the test is like in less den 3 hrs times..haix..i dunno wat to do..i cant seem to get anything into my head..i have juz been looking thru the notes..sickening..the weather is so hot again..i hate it..

i'm so tired..i still feel like slping..i feel like a pig man..slp so much..okie..i'm going of to HK on fri..n i havent pack the luggauge..but..its only 3D2N..so its okie..i'm going there to meet mummy..she's there already..

//dead beat

okie..1 paper down..3 more to go..okie..i went into the class with my mind in a blank..damn man..n i dunno wat to do..haha..luckily..i can do ar..my memory not tt bad..can still rem some..wahaha..wish me luck tt i dun fail..

i feel so pig today..went ktv with adel yest..came home ard 3..was damn tired..went to bed after i bath..slept until after 1pm juz now..so i juz woke up not long..haha..haven slept for so long..so nice..i sleep all the way..

//new template

okie..i got myself a new template..like watever..it's black again..haha..nvm..i like..haha..thanx jer..i love this template too..okie..today wasn't a gd day..pmsing..

finally done with all the projects..like after so long..tests coming up next..haix..shall start studying..

//stressed

i'm stressed up..for wat reason??i dunno..wahahaha..i finally got my admin card done..like how long..damn man..it's ugly..the old 1 looks nicer..hahaha..anyways..i'm in skool now..damn bored..i dunno wat to do..i got no appetite to eat either..i'm feelin so full now..

i think i look so nerdy with my new specs..like my gosh..but got ppl say i look nice in the pic..i took it in class..i think i'm so narssistic..ha..nvm..

//photo

the pic we took on sun..n it's very nice..i like..hahaha..let me name every1..clockwise frm the left..Yizhen..Maddie..Diane..Adel..me..Serene..Qiu Xuan..Michelle..Huishan..Beatrice..Gina..Sammi..Diana..n the bday ger..Carmen..

//in skool

i'm in skool already..juz finished doing my project..like watever..hahaha..i could wake up this morning..i was having tummy upset..like again..so sickening..wat's wrong with my tummy..hahaha..dunno wat to do my own tummy..always not feeling well..

i'm so tired..i think i seriously look like a panda bear..hahaha..so irritating..nvm..the long wkend was not enough for me to slp..coz i could get to slp at all..okie..nvm..forget it..

damn..i feel like vomiting..wat's wrong with me??shit manx..haix..anyways..i miss *her..watever lah..hahaha..

//bbq

went to carmen's bday bbq yest..was fun..met up with some old skool mates..i'm bored today..stayed at home..nothing to do..nothing on tv as well..how sianx..

haix..realised got a lot of project to do..so saddening..like so rush manx..how??i feel so slacky..like nv do anything like tt..i feel so useless lah..like some freeloader in the grp..like watever..haha..i shall go do it after i finish bloggin..

NDP is on now..like how boring..watever..no1's at home..like nothing to do as well..okie..i shall not complain anymore..

oh ya..i dozed off while i was on the phone with my frd last night..gosh..i feel so bad..haha..anyways..its okie lah..i dun think it's the 1st time i dozed off on her..she's used to it..cozwe always talk so late in the night..

//reflection

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else?
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think?
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me?
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

//love

LOVE:-

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful, is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel! Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that Gift.

Love is when u take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when u meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long to the closed door that we don't see the one that has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit with on the porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. It's true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

There are things you had love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say goodbye if you still wan to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

//new lappy

finally..i got my lappy..okie..like finally..hahaha..i blogging on my lappy..heex..but there's something wrong with the sound system lah..dunno wat's the prob..damn sickening..watever lah..i cant hear music..haha..

okie..so many projects r coming up..like shit manx..so many things to do..haix..sad..damn tired lah..haix..watever lah..

*imissu*ilu*

//tired..

skool's getting busy..all the projects coming up..like watever..i'm suffering frm insomia..like haix..i'm feeling so tired..everyday not enough slp..i look like a panda now..

juz heard frm my dad tt my lappy may come tonight..it better come soon..hahaha..i'm like quite irritated using the comp..coz it's slow..n loads of pop-ups..so irritating..haix..i juz wish it will come lah..hahahaha..den i dun need to fight for comp liao..

//KTV

went ktv with my classmates after skool on fri..namely jerlyn, lynn, noelle, sky & jinda..had fun with them..i really enjoyed myself..they were surprised i actually could sing chi songs..okie..i dun sing well thou..haha..n i forgotten to bring the digi cam to skool..so..no photos..

have been having too much photos recently..serene said i was mad..tk so many photos..i'm too bored in class lah..i'm freaking tired..sickening..having cramps..like my gosh..i hate it when it's this time of the mth..it irritates me a lot..hahaha..like watever..i feel so procrastinate..

i miss *her!!!

//camera

the digi cam seems to be my daily necessity nowadays..have been bringin it to skool like almost everyday..it keeps me awake by playing with my cam..else i will be slping away..haha..dun even know wat is gg on ard me..at least with the cam..i'm not slping..else i will be drawing away..

today was another boring day..tummy not feeling well..haha..dunno wat happened..anyways..had property maintence..was kinda boring..the lecturer is damn lame..like watever..haha..he drew some building on the board..jimmy went to add things on..n he drew something else..i've got the pic below..look at it..its damn stupid..i think..haha..

i was bored!!!



my barang barang again..with my new shades..nice rite??

 

me again..hahaha..i feel sooooo narcissitic..is tt the correct spelling even??

 

tts jack with my shades..how gayish..no wonder he was mistaken as a ger frm behind..haha..

 

the drawing by my lecturer & jimmy..

 

mine & meihan's water bottle..

//miss her

how i wish i could tell *her i miss *her...i wish *she knew...but anyways...dunno lah...i'm crazy...wahahaha...watever lah...

skool was boring today...haha...i brought the cam to skool again today...photo taking session with meihan again...how zi lian can we get...i'm tired...maybe i'm going to be a gd ger tonight...sleep early...haix...tml 9am lesson again...how sianx...i so dun feel like going to skool...but...nvm...i shall go...

this r the pic with took juz now...enjoy...

How bOreD can wE gEt??

 

me & meihan...

 

& again...

 

meihan in deep tots...

 

the ugly me...



my new shoes...



my barang barang...



my art...i drew this for mei han...spot wat it says...heex...

//photos

 
when i juz did my hair..

in class feeling bored..the hair's not so curl liao..

 

We were FeelinG BORED!!!

Me & Lynn..

Janice & Me..a bit blur though..

Mei Han & Me..

//shopping with mum

i went shopping with mummy again yest..heex..bought somemore things also..a black top..a skirt..n 2 pairs of shoes..wahahaha..shopping theraphy..anyways..mummy paid for everything..i have such a nice mummy..hehe.. Thanx a Lot Mummy!!!

anyways..i did something to my hair..haha..i a photo of it..shall post it up ltr..when my dad comes home..haha..coz i dun have the card reader now..mummy highlighted my bleached streaks red & ash blonde..someone's going to faint when she sees it..n i did temporary curls last night..but it's gone liao..coz i washed my hair..hahahaha..

today wasn't a very gd day..early in the morning kena frm deputy director..anyways..i dun really copy..so it doesn't matter tt much..my tummy's not feeling well..i dunno y..i'm so tired..but i din slp in class..how amazing..i actually listen to class..for like the first time..haha..i'm such a gd ger today..

i'm gone now..will be back with the photos ltr..

//unexpected

expect the unexpected...things always happen at times where it is most unexpected to happen...hahaha...anyways...mc for 2 days...go back to skool...realise i miss out on a lot a lot of things...i dunno wat's going on...hahaha...anyways...luckily got meihan...she's gonna teach me MBW...r u??heex...

feeling better nowadays...i'm tired thou...the flu med makes me drowsy...i'm still having a little cough...went out with mum yest...meihan accompany me...thanx sweetie...i bought a bag n something else...hahaha...shall not say...anyways...wanted to get a pair of shoes...but din see any i liked...nothing suited me anyways...

juz done my tutorial...n the ans is like so short...hahaha...not even 200 words...when it supposed to be...watever lah...

i'm still like missing *her...i dunno y...anyways...its over...i'm juz sad...lalalalala...i still love *her so much...i dunno y either...hahaha...

//in love

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

//happy

i'm still sick..but i'm on cloud nine..haha...for wat...i dunno...think i'm crazy...like watever...i went to see doc juz now...doc say flu...hahaha..was given mc anyways..
 
day was okie...go skool for like 30 min..den go off..cannot tk it ar...coz feeling dizzy...hahaha...so juz left..now still having nose block...still havent eat med yet...shall eat ltr..shall rest more as well..tts wat the doc says...but i doubt i will do it...hahaha...i'm a notti ger i guess..always dun listen...stubborn ger as well...

oh ya...on sat...went jack's place with my parents....den my food came...the waiter put it too near me...wanted to push away...but nv realise the hot plate not covered up...den my thumb got burnt...wahahaha...now there this big big blister on my thumb...cover like half of it ar...like sianx lah...feel like bursting it...but scared pain...wahahaha...

//sick

i'm officially...SICK!!!!all coz of the stupid rain...i'm having runny nose...used up so much tissue today...hahaha...i've been feeling giddy the whole day...having headache...coughing as well...sore throat better liao...like watever...haix...shall wait for myself to get better...i'm like so craving for choco...will some1 get me some choco???wahahaha...
 
sianx lah...nothing much to do...think going to slp early ltr...hahaha...like i will...shall save wkends for my tutorials...got to do it all n pass up on mon...so much...n i dunno how to do...hahaha...i need HELP!!!lalalalala...nvm...i shall try doing it myself first...n see how...

//lyrics

i seem obsessed with lyrics nowadays...hahaha...wats wrong with me ar..siao like tt...nothing much to do ar...so tired...so dun feel like going to skool either...haix...how??

was actually in skool early this morning...lect starts at 9...mei han n me reached there on time...but we decided not to go to class...so we went for breakfast at FC1...den slack there for like almost 2 hrs...how boring...hahaha...madness lah...at skool...dun wan go for lect...

//how do i live without you

How Do I Live (Without You)- Carmen Rasmusen

How do I get thru one night without you,
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be.

Oh and I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul.
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything good in my life.

Without you there'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life.
There'd be no world left for me

And I, baby I don't know what I would do.
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now......

How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live?

If you ever leave.
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, 'cause you know that you're
Everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go.

How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you, baby?

//ndp rehersal

went to watch NDP rehersal with athena...she got extra tix...it was quite boring though...hahaha...i almost fell aslp...too tired i guess...not enough slp today lah...wake up so early today...oh ya...i saw eunice...together with her family...

mummy tot i was going with *her...i told mummy i not going with *her...den she ask where is *she den...how come so long nv come...i say i dunno...den after tt...she say go get a proper bf lah...how cute...but...i only wan *her...haix...

i look like a panda now...shit manx...i'm so ugly now...muz get rid of my eyebags man...but dunno how...

i'm still like cant get over *her...like watever...haix...make myself so miserable only...sad...i feel so shitty now...

//skool

2nd day of skool...i'm so tired...hahaha...was quite okie...but very boring...haix...dunno wat to do ar...so many morning lessons...make me so tired...irritating...construction tech again this yr...most hated sub...how sickening...i hate it to the core lah...but bo pian...muz tk...haix...

haix...i'm still confused??i dunno wat i wan still??shld i give up or wat??i really dunno...maybe i shld...i really dunno how i feel now...i dunno wat to do...she still affects me...a lot a lot...haix...watever lah...

//haircut

i had my hair but juz now...went to my aunt's salon to get it done...hahahaha...stayed there like almost the whole day...so many hrs...my mum did ceremic perm...i cut my hair...now...its like so light...wahahaha...when i tk photo...i shall upload it...when i'm like not so lazy...

anyways...i'm quite sad...but shall not brood over it...lalalalala...watever it is...i'm moving on i guess...i've grown up...but i still cant tk things easy...wahahahaha...i'm still confused...but i guess time will show everything...

this is an unlucky month...so many things happened...i'm having my menses...i'm feeling emotional suddenly...i juz feel unlucky...wahahahaha...

i'm bored...so i'm crapping...i dunno wat i'm typing...so watever...skool's starting like in 12 hrs time...i'm feeling sick...i dun feel like going to skool...but yet...i know tts like the only thing tt will keep me busy...

//CHIJMES

went to chijmes with maddie juz now...was okie...missed the band performance though...hahaha...how stupid...saw a lot of ppl...i'm like so tired...wahahaha...but i woke up like almost 11 this morning...but still feel tired...i feel like a pig...

actually...i think my feelings for her really starting to fade liao...somehow i guess...i dunno y...do i really wish it will fade??maybe...i seriously dunno...or i know i cant get her back...so i let it go already??i'm still confused...anyways...watever...no use brooding over it anymore...

to *YOU* : if u ever read this...thanx for stepping into my life once...those were some of the happiest time i have ever had...u made a big impact on my life...thanx for making me feel like a ...

anyways...some photos i took today...using maddie's cam...


Me & Hui Min...my senior...



Ex-seniors & juniors...Clarinet section...

//feeling extremely emotional

haix...i'm feeling so emotional suddenly...but dunno how to explain how i feel...guess the lyrics can really explain how i feel...i'm juz upset all of a sudden...i dunno y...i'm sick n tired of it already...i dun wan to feel this way anymore...i'm so confused now i dun even know wat i really really wan...

all i know is tt i hate her...yet i love her...how damn contridicting can i get...lalalala...i think i'm going mad...

spiderman 2 was not bad...quite nice...very touching at the end...haix...how i wish i was watching it with her...wahahaha...siao liao...how can i think bout tt at this point of time?? *kills myself*

study is the most impt now...i so wanna get gd results...but i dun think i can make it...haix...

//Stuck

Stuck - Stacie Orico

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

[Chorus]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus]

//cliche

love is like a butterfly, the more u chase it, the more it eludes you... but if u jus let it fly, it will come 2 u when u least expect it.

cliche it may seem...but tts so true...if u really love a person...den let tt person go...if she comes back...she belongs to u...if she doesn't...she had nv belonged to u...

lalalala...i'm so tired...stupid weather...making me feel tired...i so feel like slping now...i feel like a pig...wahahaha...din come home last night...was over at athena's...talk until 3 plus...so i juz slp there...dun wan walk home alone...so dark...den came home this morning ard 10...

actually...i'm not really over her yet...or shld i say...i cant get her out of my mind...i'm trying very hard though...which i dunno wat i'm doing...wahahaha...i dunno y...i dun hate her after all the harsh things she had said...i guess is she hate me...i wish she knew...i juz wanna be frds now...

i dun wan anthing to do with another r/s now...i'm quite emotional unstable...though i dun cry as much...i'm tired...i'm actually numbed...i wish i fall into a deep slp n nv wake up...haix...there isn't always a happy ending...

Never say i love you when you really dun care...
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there...
Never hold my hand if ya gonna break my heart...
Never say that ya are goin' to if ya dun plan to start...
Never look into my eyes if all ya do is lie...
Never say hello if all ya mean is goodbye...
If you really mean forever then say you'll try...
Never say forever coz' forever makes me cry...

//dreaming of u

Dreaming of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you

I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

(CHORUS OUT)

//Fundamentals of love

The fundamentals of love


Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.

You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems to be able to replace her in your heart.

So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.


When You Forget The Fundamentals


However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.

You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?

To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.

Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?

Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase.

Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.

As her girlfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.


The Secret Of Strong Relationships


A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance?

Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.

So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.

//i miss her!!

went out with lynn, mei han n her sis mei yu yest...went bugis...sit ard...chit chat...n walk ard...tk neos...but scanner got prob...cant scan ar...irritating de leh...den after tt ard 6 plus lynn wanna go home liao...since i got nothing to do...i decided to accompany her tk train all the way to boon lay...so nice of me rite...wahahaha...

but ar...when we reach queenstown...her frd called..den we change train...go back city hall...so basically..i was out the whole day...came back round 12 plus...going to 1...den got scolding frm my mum...say i come home so late alone...wat does she expect...some1 to be beside me??she will get use to it soon lah...

actually...i quite miss the times i have with her lah...but its all in the past already...its all memories liao le ba...

//emotions

Emotions - Destiny's Child

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside, oh...
And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me, tonight

(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)

I'm there at your side
Part of all the things you are, oh...
But you've got a part of someone else
You go to find your shining star

(And where are you now)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I'll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)

(Nobody left in this world to hold me tight)
(Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight)
(Goodnight, Goodnight)

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)

[Fading]
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taking me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darlin'
Know that there'll be
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss me goodnight
(Goodnight, Goodnight)

*Forgive*

Forgive the sun who didn't shine
The sky had asked her in to dine

Forgive the stars that heard your wish
The moon prepared their favourite dish

Forgive the rain for it's attack
The clouds have tears they couldn't hold back

Dont hate the birds 'cause they are free
Dont envy all the things they see

Dont block the wind, but hear it's cry
Or else that wind may pass you by

Forgive the storm it means no harm
Could not resist to show its charm

Forgive the earth that never turns
Dont hate the sun, b'coz too much burns

Life intends not to cause pain
The flowers bloom from all the rain

The storm will come and it will pass
The sun that shines, it grows the grass

The wind it cannot help but cry
The stars at night light up the sky

Forgive the world in which we live
We'll all find peace if we forgive...

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

hehehehe...i passed all my modules...but the grades will be out only on fri...watever...haix...i dun think i have gd grades anyways...anyways...i passed...n i got promoted...wahahaha...happy happy happy...

things haven't been going very well this few days...haix...dun talk abt it...weather's not good at all as well...gonna go out ltr...got woken up by the stupid renovation works going on upstairs...irritating...early in the morning hammering things...drilling...sawing...i dunno wat else...wat so ever lah...

today's my bday...wahahaha...finally...long awaited day...but...i feel tt i'm not tt happy after all...lalalala...got a date with mei han n lynn again...haix..still tot i can meet my baby...think have to meet her another day liao...so sad...tts wat she told me as well...aGrh!!!even more sad...

anyways...watever lah...i miss tt girl...

Addicted - Simple Plan

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

it seems tt i might have posted tt before...but anyways...watever...my baby's slping at home soundly...thinking whether i shld go surprise her anot...maybe i shld...lalala...shall disturb her...or maybe tml...n get scolding frm her...coz she dun have enuff slp...shall see how...wahahaha...i shall be a gd ger today...stay at home for half a day...i cant stay at home for nuts...

maybe go out ltr...but my transport fees r so damn bloody high...coz i nv buy consession this mth...muz buy next wk when i get my allowence...else...the transport fees r really killing me...i have nothing in my bank liao...lalala...i'm officially broke again...

**Gemini Girl**

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she cannot sit still or stand still for long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like you're dating many women at the same time. You cannot tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even though she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She is able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversations will not bore you. She is able to talk to you about any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she decides to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly and comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick witted person and learns new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" to many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight in shinning armor even if she is with a steady boyfriend. She can fall in love or grow fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more hearts than any other woman in the Zodiac. because she is a dreamer and is always waiting for her knight in shinning armor, her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write long letters, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she believes today can be different tomorrow.

She can communication with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once in a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surroundings more than at work. She never feels content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will strive to have more.
Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and will always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

went out with mei han, lynn and eng sheng...went raffles place...go eat pizza...as usual...mei han's late...forever...nvm...we r used to it liao...wahaha...we said we wanted something spicy...tt stupid eng sheng make until so spicy...u could see the three of us flaming...wahaha...n it's really damn spicy...after tt we went bugis walk walk ard...nothing much...

i miss tt girl of mine...haix...she's working now...wondering when den i can see her...wahaha...like really very long time nv see her liao...time really flies by...in 2 mths time will b our 1 yr anni liao...lalalala...

**The Truth About Girls**

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him'after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

**What a Girl Needs From Her GF/BF**

//Put your arms around her waist and whisper in her ears

//Make her feel wanted every chance you get

//Hold her close when she is cold

//When you are alone hold her close and kiss her

//While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin and kiss her lightly

//When she complains her neck/shoulders hurt massage it for her

//When people diss her stand up for her

//Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her

//Lay down under the stars and out her head on ur chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart

//Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rest her eyes and listens to you

Ripped this of my friends blog...its so so swt...wahahaha...i think every girl shld want this to happen to them...heh heh...

having comp lessons now...finished my revision exercises...nothing to do now...so update my blog...dear mei han is having probs with her BF...haix...feel so sad for her...life's like this i guess...the more u think...the more worries u get...

there was once a person told me...Love is never fair...there is always a loser n a winner...ppl always sees the one who got dumped as the loser...but in actually fact...it's the person who dumped the other person who lost...they lost a person who loves the much more than they love her...the person who got dumped already done her best n showed them all the love they have...so they are actually not at the lost...

to the person who told me this piece of advice : Thank you so much...if u ever see this blog...which i dunno whether u will anot...

& to my Dear Mei Han : Dun be so sad...u still have me & Wendy...n all the friends ard u...dun think so much...juz cool down n tk ur time to talk to him...things may get better...

to my Baby : Thanks for accompanying me for the past few days...i love u...miss u lots darling... *muacks*

suppose to be studying...haha...but i'm online...coz i finished studying liao...now trying to memorise some of the facts...waiting for my darling to reach home...miss her so much...still waiting for sun to come..so tt i can see her...its so far away...

played a big april fool's joke on our law lecturers...wahaha...the two classes exchanged class...the lecturers were blurred by us...they wondered wat was happening...den they realised we were playing a joke on them...when we went back to our class...our lecturer told us he actually wanted to play a joke on us...but end up...we played him out before he could play us out...wahahaha...not a bad day ar...

i'm sick again...haix...coughing away...think i having fever like tt leh...dunno lah...if it doesn't get better...i'm gonna see a doc...gonna go continue studying...ciaoz...

another boring day...but funny thought...mei han was a little on the horny side...wahahaha...dunno wat's up with her today...madness...asking so many questions...haha...anyways...was okie after all...met up with adel for awhile...did some catching up with her...was bitching ard...while terry was there...going to fall aslp...wahaha...realised i haven gone out with her for a long time...

miss my darling so much...gonna have to wait till sun den can see her...so sad...haix...so used to seeing her almost everyday...darling...u spoil me liao lah...hehe....cant wait till den when i can see her...lalalala...

in class liao..so boring...today's darling's bday...going to meet her ltr...we going to go bugis with serene...i'm so tired...dun feel like coming to skool de...but still end up coming...hahaha...baked cake yest...quite nice...

my mum was so funny...she was like telling my dad "this cake very expensive..."my dad was like "HUH??"she said "ur daughter long long time den bake once...so very expensive..." so cute rite...hahaha...

ripped this off my friends blog...

LOVE is...
dietin with her to make it easier 4 her..
being understandin n not demandin,
speakin her language,
startin out with nothing but love,
gettin passionate with her,
showing her ur emotions..

its meaningful ya...